You Clod!(Peridot X Male Peridot Reader)

I Feel Nothing

WARNING!!! CHAPTER CONTAINS ABUSE, TORTURE AND MENTION OF SELF HARM!

[Third Person Pov]

Peridot was concerned, 9 has been in his lab for 3 days. She didn't check on him till now because she thought he needed space, but this may be too much. He hasn't even contacted anyone. She knocked on the door of his lab.

Peridot: 9? Are you in there?

Silence.

Peridot: ...9?

She pressed her ear to the door.

*thud*......*thud*

Peridot: What the.....9?

*thud*......*thud*

Peridot pushed the door lightly, it opened a bit. That was another red flag, 9 always locks the door.

Peridot: 9 I'm coming in!

Peridot pushed the door open and looked for 9. His lab was noticeably more dark and dirty, making Peridot a little nervous. The thudding got louder and louder the deeper she went in. She eventually found the source of the sound, 9 banging his head against a wall.

Peridot: What the?-9 stop! You can crack yourself!

9 stopped for a moment and looked at Peridot.

Peridot: Woah!

His eyes were red, like, really red, like he's been crying for the past 3 days.

9: ....How did you get in?

Peridot: ....Huh? O-Oh, uh, the door was unlocked.

9: ......Oh......

He turned aroumd and started banging his head again. Peridot walked up to him and grabbed his shoulder.

9: *sigh* What do you want?

Peridot: 9, you've been in here for three days, I'm starting to worry. What are doing in here?

9: In studying nunya.

Peridot: What's nunya?

9: Nunya business.

Peridot: What is nunya business?

9: ...Nevermind.

Peridot: 9...I know we aren't close enough for this question, but what is your past?

9 froze completely and his eyes widened.

9: ......Out.

Peridot: What?-

9: GET OUT!

Peridot jumped a bit when he yelled.

9: I-I-I'm sorry I just....I....

9 buried his face in his hands.

9: Please...just leave....

Peridot: .....No. I...I can't just leave you here. 9 talk to me.

9: Why do you care?

Peridot: ...Because you're my friend 9. And I'm here for you.

9: .......Sit down, this gonna take a while.

Peridot nodded and for comfortable.

9: You cannot. Tell. Anyone.

Peridot: What happens in here, stays in here.

9: ...*sigh* Alright.

~~~1000 Years Ago

9 was walking around Homeworld with an Amethyst guard, his girlfriend actually. They've been together for 100 years. Except...well....