character shit

shuffle character creation.

character's design- our lady of sorrows by mcr
personality - are you happy? by bo burnham
relationship with partner- durban skies by bastille
relationship with family - give yourself a try by the 1975
name meaning - nails for breakfast, tacks for snacks by p!atd

so this character would have a dark aesthetic, blacks and deep saturated reds (aka early my chemical romance). based on "are you happy", they'd struggle with happiness, but panic every time sadness rears it's head. they want to be normal and happy, but they feel like they're wasting their life every time they feel sad.

from "durban skies", you get that they've been with their partner since they were young, which probably means for quite a while and they're happy in that aspect. you could even go as far as saying they've had children with their partner, and can reflect back on the early days of their relationship by sharing it with their children.

from "give yourself a try", i'd assume they've been on a rocky standpoint with their family for a while, but as they age, they've tried to repair that relationship?? idk on this one

and for the name meaning, i'd assume it'd be a name that means 'hospice' or maybe even 'hope' or 'help'?? idk
or if you choose to name based on artist: brendon, ryan, spencer, jon

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aesthetic- creek blues by nicole dollanganger
personality-broken broken broken heart by jeffery lewis
partner- lose yourself by eminem
family- cinnamon by hayley williams
name meaning- teenage jealousy by waterparks

so, with 'creek blues' i imagine their aesthetic would mostly be very cutesy and delicate, but you know they've also got a pocketknife that you're pretty sure has dried blood on it. they're a little aggressive sometimes

'broken broken broken heart' suggests that they've gotten their heart stomped on before, but they've done it to others as well. but they've shown remorse over it, and want to change for the better

instead of applying this one to a partner, i'm just gonna say it's to their career. it's probably something in the creative fields, because those are most often the career paths deemed futile by parents and family members. you just have to seize the moment and do what you want or else you're going to lose yourself doing something else.

given 'cinnamon' is about being content on your own even though others perceive you as lonely, i think they would've been an only child, and their parents are gone now. 'i'm not lonely, i am free' is a direct lyric so you can probably guess that their parents were pretty overbearing at some point.

for the name meaning, it'd end up being something meaning 'jealousy' or maybe 'relief' or 'anger' (you could probably pick one that means 'green' too)
or if you wanna go artist, their name could be: awsten (more likely spelled austin), geoff, otto

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aesthetic- perfect posture by waterparks
personality- liability by lorde
partner- move me by badflower
family- made in america by waterparks
name- peaches by grandson and k.flay

so, a very bubblegum type aesthetic but a little bit of edge ig??  i'm picturing light colored jeans and pastel jackets, but also for accessories like chains?? think stereotypic emo but with pastel colors

this person!! thinks of themself as a liability and someone undeserving of love other than love from within. they're too much for a lot of people, due to anxiety or other mental illness, and they try their best to love themself and be enough, but they just want someone to put in the effort because they're so full of love to give.

yikes. 'move me' suggests that they've been in a partially detrimental relationship, and the other person left them, possibly after stringing them along and repeatedly using them. (move me is one of my many cry songs bc i relate it to an ex friend yeehaw)
paired with liability, you could say that this situation led to their shift in personality

from the chorus bit: "we were made in america, we're fucked and don't care at all"
this would probably mean they don't have a good bond with any of their family bc they've all been fucked up and fucked over and try to continue that cycle

name could be peach, although that's too reminiscent of super mario lmao
something meaning 'pain' or 'transform' possibly??
or you could say their name is jordan bc that's grandson's real name