Not your average mafia {k.njxbts}

🌹𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚌𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚐...𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 6🥀

𝘈 𝘸𝘦𝘦𝘬 𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘳
𝙻𝚘𝚌𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗:𝚋𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚝𝚊𝚗 𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚜𝚒𝚘𝚗
𝚃𝚒𝚖𝚎:7:31 𝚙𝚖
𝙿𝙾𝚅:3𝚛𝚍
Namjoon knows that there are 6 man that care dearly for him,he also knows that there are 6 men that are willing to kill for him if necessary and he knows that he shouldn't be regressing back into his old habits but he is

These dreams he's been having have been getting worse and even harder to hide the tiredness he's had from not sleeping because of these dreams

On top of not sleeping,a lot of things have been pushed onto namjoon because everyone is super busy with more important things,he's been drinking a lot of coffee to keep him up and to prevent him from fainting in the middle of work

It's currently 7:35 am and namjoon has been up since yesterday,he was just sitting in bed contemplating weather to go talk to someone about how his been feeling or not. He decided to go and confided in someone,he knows it's not go to keep this type of stuff in

He got up and put on some clothes and went to taehyung and hoseok's room,he knocked hoping he wasn't disturbing anyone,the male heard a loud "come in" and he knew it was tae
,he opened the door to find the male lazily laying on his bunk bed,his tail hanging of the bed moving every now and then,he was clutching the PlayStation controller playing online with jungkook and as always getting his but kicked,jungkook was pretty good at video games

"Hey joonie what's up?" He asked looking at the screen then looking at him

"Uhh...can I talk to you? If you don't mind" namjoon mumbled,scratching his neck nervously,tae noticed how the older male was fidgeting around and figure it was something really important

"Yea of course I'm getting my ass beat anyway,hey kook I'll be back don't lose while I'm gone" he spoke into the mic chuckling as jungkook replied

'Yea whatever I'll be perfectly fine with out you,take your time' jungkook replied over the mic,taehyung but the controller in the floor as he pushed himself up and patted to spot next to him

Namjoon walked to the bed and sat next to him,nervously playing with a stray piece of thread hanging of his shirt

"What's going on joon?" Tae questioned taking the males hand and looking him in his eyes

He took a deep breathe then spoke,"well a lot has been going on lately and it's really been bothering me"
Namjoon said quietly

"Well tell me about it maybe that will help" namjoon nodded and told tae about how he wasn't getting any sleep because of his dreams and how he was feeling really stressed but didn't want to show it

"Oh joon why didn't you tell us,we could have helped you,maybe we could have taken a couple of things off your schedule" taehyung looked at the older male in front of him and now noticing the change in his appearance,he saw that the males usually honey tan skin was pale and he had dark circles under his eye and he was way skinnier then before

"I know but I have to be strong I can't have you guys work harder than me just because of some stupid dream" namjoon babbled as tears started to form but namjoon was holding them back,he was biting his lip so hard if was turning a deep red and he was gripped the bed sheets so tightly that his knuckles where going white

"I can't just sit back and do nothing if I do then that will make me weak and no one wants weak people,he never wanted weak people like me" he continued whispering the last part,it was low but tae managed to catch most of it,confused but what the male uttered