Yeah so i told you guys about my aunt, a-and.....
She died.
On tuesday.
I don't want it to be true.
I know that i am denying that she's dead, but she is.
We said goodbye to her today.
Tuesday is the funeral.
I didn't want to look.
I was scared.
I never saw her sleep or anything like that, and seeing her laying there cold with her eyes closed, how i knew she would lay, Made me internally freak out. I didn't even try to look. So i just sat there, with the rest of the family. Only thing seperating me from her was a glass door and a cover. And it was so weird. My grandma was sad all the time (of course) and she was telling stories about my aunt when she was younger and of her last days.
Somebody please talk to me about it. You don't have to, i just would appreciate it.
