why am I crying?
words. that's all they are.
my heart swells and skips thinking and thinking.
it's all dumb though. it's all in my head.
maybe I'm just depriving myself of human touch.
god I want someone to feel. to hug. to touch.
being safe.
I hope you dont see this.
even if we haven't talked in a long time.
I want to try again.
I want to be better for you.
I maybe want to kiss you.
duces ♡
