kept within | yungi

special chapter

special chapter for everyone~ actually shocked people liked this? u guys r the best!

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dearest yunho,

you're too beautiful. too beautiful i'm afraid whatever i am right now isn't enough.

im sorry for always driving you away. i'm afraid your grace would be tainted by my flaws.

i kept everything you gave me, from the small paper you wrote my name onto and the red rose from valentine's. you're a great..... friend. and i always wanted to be more than those.

i always wanted to ask why you looked so sad, and why you looked so tired. i was afraid you'd see me meddling in your affairs.

i always look at you, and i always love to catch you looking at me.

but then it wasn't easy.

we're too different.

too different that it sucks.

i'm too messed up for my own good.

i'm afraid you'd see me as a burden so i'll distance myself.

i love you so much,

from your smile to your eyes,

your pout and your voice,

i love everything about you,

but i guess these thoughts shouldn't bother you anymore since I know you won't like me back.

someone who always
wanted to be yours,
mingi