undiscovered godess (a rayray love story)

found but not discovered

I was always being bullied because I was shy. I was barley noticed by boys. I have been in a few of what you can call a relationship I gess that what you can call it. The guys that would so call like me would either want me to do there homework or give them sex. I never did it. I've been bullied buy this girl named Tammy. Tammy unfortunately been my bully sense 1st grade. she only bullies me because she's rich. I

only middle class. I started cutting my self 2nd grade. the only reason I've haven't committed suicide because I really want to reach my dreams of becoming a Singer. I'm now in high school still being bullied and used. But that all changed on my birthday may 31st. when i had the pleasure to meet ray, prod, prince, and roc. Aprently they were in a boy band named mindless behavior.

i started getting dressed i started to think 'Ok its my first day as a 9th grader. maybe ill have a good year. i hope i can find mr.right. *chukels* like that will ever happen'. my mom than called me down stairs 'come on hun its time for me to take you to school'. 'ok mom here i come' as i ran down stairs i thought 'how come i never told my mom whats going on'. Than i remembred 'i never told her because she wont undersatnd that tammy can and will get what ever she wants just cause shes loaded'. As we got in the car my mom told me that i could pick out a car when i get home to day. she said that she'll take me to the car dealer ship to pick out a car. she knew i was only 14 and she told me that the man that sold her her first car held it for her till she was 16 years old. 'were here hun have a good day love you catch the 8009 bus' 'ok mom love you to' as i walked towards the school doors i see tammy just standing there glairing at me with her little posy i looked away. tammy had yelled at me'hey bitch'. i just kept walking till one of her posy members grabed me i tryed to run but she pushed me down. 'didnt you hear me calling youi thought you would know your name by now '. i replied 'thats not my name'. 'yes it is' she mugged me. 'Y/N!!' i replied. 'dont get big on me you better take it down a notch hoe!'. tammy toke my bag and thourgh my books on the ground and kicked them. i sniffled a little. 'you gonna cry huh ya lil bitch' laughing at me than walked away.

i hurried and picked up my books and ran to the nearest bathroom. ran into a stall and took out my knife that was in my zipped hidden pocket. i cut in my arm 'no love' than started to cry. i herad the bell and made my way to class. i got there and there was tammy and her posy sitting in the back of the room talking. i sat on the other side of the room by my self. then tammy come over to my seat. 'trying to avoid me huh hoe'. 'please just leave me alone' i stared at my desk. than tammy took my chin and yanked my head to face her ' you look at me when im talking to you'. then i was realeaved the taecher walked in. then following him was four boys all the girls in my class started to scream even tammy and her crew. the teacher introduced her self as mrs.lewis of course no one eles would know because they wear only worired about the four boys. than mrs.lewis introduced the boys as mindless behavior indvisualy. she said the one with the afro was princeton 'but you can call me prince' he said. she said the on with the short curly hair was chresanto 'but i ratherd be called me roc'. than introduced the one with fade as craig but he rather be called prodigy or prod. she said that the one with the two braids was rayray. i liked him i could keep my eyes off him. strangly they all sat a round me. i thought they were gonna be like the others. but starngley they wrent. they asked me what my name was i told them it was Y/N . the one with the braids held my hand and told me he liked to get to know me better. 'how bout we go to the new restruant down town' he smiled at me. i blushed 'ok' he gave me his number he put it directly in my phone. 'ill call you, text me your name' he said so sweetly. 'ok' i than saw tammy get up and walk over to wear we was. than she sat right next to rayray 'hey rayray right why dont you come sit with me' evily smirking at me. 'no thanks im just fine where i am ' smileing at me. i blushed. tammy than got up and angrly walked away with her arms crosed i never seen her so mad. 'so then how about i take you this tuseday' still makeing me blush. 'ok' looking down playing with my hands. he than laid his hands over mine i looked up in shoock. 'dont worry i wont bite unless you want me to' he told me. i could of sworn i turened bright red. he giggled as the mrs.lweis told us to pay atention.

After class ray and the boys asked me to help them find there classes. they only had on because they all have the same classes.I noticed it looked exactly like mine."whoa, it looks exactly like mine" with a shocked look on my face staring at the paper. The guys laughed at me. "so im gessing were gonna be a lil more closer" ray said smirking at me.we headed of to class. we had math second than gym and thats when we had to change we already had our uniforms we just needed to do that pacer test. our gyym teacher made us run up and down the gym. we had to line up side by side. ray stood next to me "you better to the the other side before i come and tickel you" he whispered in my ear. than the staring bell rang. i ran from ray but he kept chaching me. we ran back and ray tickled me. finally gym was over. we changed back in our clothes. me and the guys met in front of the gym. "whats next?" they all asked. "lunch....but ummm..." i hesitaed. "but what?" prince said with his firendly smile. " i dont really like siting in the cafeteria." looking down and away. "hey what i tell you about that" ray said while lifting my head. "tells why you dont sit in the cafeteria?" prod siad with a sweet tone. "well ever sines 6th grade when i had the fredom to eat were i want i started eating in classrooms and librays senes i didnt really have firends and always being bullied" i said teary eyed and said. ray hugged me "well if you dont feel comfortible than we can eat were ever you want". "were do you want to eat?" roc asked. "well umm the libray i gess do you guys have anything to eat ? i pack a lunch you can have some of mine if you want".i said nervousliy playing with me thumbs. " oh we have to call keisha or walter to bring us some food we dont wanna take yours" prince said with that samile taking out his fone. "how about we all get together to get to know each other better" ray said looking at roc,prod,and prince. "sure" i said smileing. " Y/N would you like any thing ? "um i dont want to be a bother" i said sweetly." its cool want a vinalla smoothie and some fries" prince said."sure thank you" i said with a big smile on my face."your so cute" ray said smirking at me. " thank you" i said smileing blushing and looking at the ground." the foods here" prince and prod said while running to the school entrance. ray took my hand and started to walk me towards keisha. hey keisha this is Y/N she's really cool could we take her to the movies this saturday" ray said happly. "sure only if its ok with her parents" keisha said with a smile. "could u call your mom or dad to talk to keisha " roc said. "sure" i called my mom. "mom could i go to the movies with my new firends?"i said woried she would say no. "who are these new firends and i dont care be home at 11 on saturday" she said with her mom attitued. " there rayray,prodigy,princeton,and chresanto but he rathered be called roc there from mindless behavior". "can i talk to her" keshia wisphered reaching for the phone."sure, mom there manager wants to talk to you" i said handing keisha the phone. "come on lets go eat in the libray"ray said getting our food and holding my hand and leading me to the libray. as we walked i started to think 'wow these boys are really nice. i really like ray i can tell he likes me but.........he could just be useing me but the guys that usally use me or try to use me my start trying to carres my body but the most of me he reall touched was my hand.hopefully this wont end to quickly'. "y/n!! y/n!!"ray was calling me. "wha" i said snapping out omy thoughts. " are u gonna sit down with us?" roc said laughing. "oh yeah" i said imbarased sitting down. when we were done eating ray took me in the hallway."hey i know we only been talk for not even a day but i was woundering could i get your number?" ray smiled swwetly. "su-sure" i studdered. i gave him my number and ray had texted my phone. he never told me what he texted. kiesha haned me my phone " your mom said that you can hang out with us for the weekend even sleep over your mom is really nice i think were gonna be really good firends and i put my number in your phone and called my phone so u can stay over the weekend". "awsom" i heard the guys yell. "sorry" they went back and cleaned up.

it was the end of school day ray told me to text him. i thought to my self 'bus 8009 8009 ok'. found it!