sakura; felix lee

maybe

--sora

maybe.

maybe going to that school and seeing those old faces isn't such a bad idea.

maybe.

maybe i can

try again ?

as much as i hate being surrounded by new people and a new environment, ill get through this. 

it's the last day of summer break and i have yet to make any friends. 

' soraaaaa ' my mom yelled. 

' yeeeeah ? ' i responded

' go pick up hyunjin from his soccer practice, please. ' she said

' aight ' and with that, i threw on a hoodie and wore socks and adida sandals. 

i made my way down the stairs and opened the door.

' see ya later, mom. '

she waved goodbye and so i left.

i walked.

and i walked.

a little more curves and i would end up at the local park, where hyunjin's soccer practice was at.

the weather was nice today, it wasn't too hot nor cold, and the wind wasn't wild.

a few more minutes passed by, and i ended up in the front of the park.

i saw hyunjin and decided to go sit on the bench that i usually sit on when picking him up.

he saw me and said ' let's go to 7eleven later, im sweating and i want a popsicle. ' i didn't mind, actually, so i just nodded and played with my phone.

i ended up getting tired, so i waited a few more minutes and the coach blew his whistle.

' practice is over today . good work boys! ' and with that, all of hyunjin's teammates went running away to their homes.

' ahhhh sora let's go ! ' hyunjin said while running, looking tired and drenched.

i laughed and we started walking

we walked

and walked

and walked.

took a right

then another right.

bingo. 7eleven.

we went inside and while he went to the popsicle section, i noticed a boy.

he was sitting by the small edge in front of the store with a mask and a pair of earphones stuck in his ears

for some reason

it looked like 

a boy who was

quite familiar i suppose.

i did't pay too much attention, cause it could've been someone else.

and with that, 

 i patiently waited for hyunjin outside.

hyunjin walked out the door and yelled in my ears oh my fucking god i cannot even explain

' ayyyyyy sora, look, i got you your favorite flavor! ' 

he handed me a grap flavored popsicle.

' oh, thanks. ' i said

and i teared the wrapper and began to eat it.

' so.. what did you do today ? ' he asked, looking at me with content while eating his banana milk flavored popsicle

' well, i slept, ate some food, uhhhh i slept again ? thought about some things, played with my phone. slept, woke up, and here i am picking you up. ' i turned to him and smiled

' haha you must've been busy today huh? ' he laughed while directing me to the next left turn

' yessir ' i responded

' oh and by the way, are you excited for tomorrow? ' he asked seeming happy and excited himself

' eh, i really just miss jisung i guess. it's really has been years since i've seen him. when did we leave for australia again? i think i was in seventh grade at the time. ' i replied, still thinking about tomorrow

' yeah, i miss the boys. how about felix? wasn't he your best friend in elementary? ' 

' well, good luck for me then. ' i scoffed and took the keys for the door out of my pocket

' wait what ? ' he asked, confused.

' so let's just say that i possibly, maybe, sort of had a crush on him in the seventh grade and later then confessed and had some of the rudest words coming out of his mouth being thrown at me ? ' i awkwardly confessed and inserted the key into the front door's doorknob. 

yeah, i do regret it.

i regret confessing,

but that's all in the past.

im over him.

and im over all of that.

it's time to start new with no distractions.

' wait ' he held onto my hand before i twisted the key

' ... yes hyunjin? '

' nevermind... open the door please. '

so i opened the door.

and i walked

and walked.

'hi mom ! im still kinda getting used to this house, what kind of ceiling do we have again? ' he said while looking up the ceiling, questioning and smiling to himself.

' hyunjin what kind of question is that i-- '

' shut ! popcorn ceilings are superior!'

' i-- aright then.. ' i silently laughed to myself and began to head up the stairs

once i made it to my room, i heard my mom in a faint voice below me

she was in the kitchen, so i couldn't really hear her well but im pretty sure she said 

' hyunjin ! cut the carrots for me ! '

i ignored his whining and opened my door.

i thought to myself

new school, new people, and new experiences.

i really hope i dont die tomorrow.

--sora out

a/n- heyyyyyahhh so i decided to restart this book. meaning new chracters, new plot, and a different typing style. i started this book way back then, in june, 2018. i ended up only writing whenever i had freetime or whenever i wanted to, which made my writing habits for this book quite poor. now that i have a better understanding of time management, i will try my best to have this book ongoing every few days or so. also i know you guys were pROBABLY expecting felix to be in this chapter, but i want this story to be more on details rather than getting to the climax all of a sudden.  so again, if you're reading this, thank you!