blood trickled down my knuckles.
broken glass littered the room.
days passed and here i am sitting on the cold bathroom floor.
the cold floor that was once warm and red.
the memory replayed like a broken record.
after the argument i broke things off with toga and i went away to clear my head.
when i got back to the dorms i knew you were there by the light shining from our room.
i remember the thud coming from the bathroom.
i remember running inside.
i remember how much blood was on the floor and in the sink.
i remember how pale your face was.
i remember how your hands were so cold.
i remember how your eyes were dim.
i remember how you smiled when i held your body in my arms.
the tear rolled down my cheek smoothly as i held back a sob.
i don't want this.
"i can feel their breath beside me with an empty glass of gin" i sung the song softly as i cried.
you didn't deserve this, i didn't deserve you.
"as the darkness settles in, i can hear her voice again," i stopped briefly before continuing. "i can hear your voice again."
memories of you played in my head.
regrets and agony fill my heart.
"i can see through my reflection who i am and what i've been."
i broke the mirror a while ago. i hate the person i see.
"you see your heaven doesn't want me, and your hell wont let me in. its like i'm holding all the aces but i know ill never win." i finally let the sorrow get a grasp and the sobs racked my body.
the tears streamed down my cheeks and i gasped for breath, feeling as though i was drowning in it all.
soon the darkness consumed me, consumed my mind, and i let it have every inch.
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Fake Love
Romance!! TRIGGER WARNING !! mentions : homophobia, suicides when you're born you are born with a date only you could see tattooed onto your body. that date is the day where you will meet your soulmate. sadly you don't know who it is or where you'll meet...
