The new gang Leader's:njboys

•~💎🐀🥀🧸🍒~•part8

bby_y/n
Ended live

You plug your phone let it charge you get in bed you were rethinking everything that has happened

I hope you are proud of me liam I really really miss you I wish you were here with me when I had my first kill that's what they think all I have is memories with you brudda I really dont trust no body i got left in pain i got raped my heart is broken I really loved him but at the same time hated him I just really hope and wish I dont end up like I did 3 years ago

End of thoughts

Some tears escaped your eyes when all the memories came back not only with your brother but the bad ones the ones where you got so hurt and broken that you lost your mind

You couldn't sleep at all

You decided to take a walk around the neighbourhood

You put on some leggings and a t shirt

You grab your phone and air pods

out grab a water bottle you walk out the house quickly but quietly

You play the song

You broke my heart again by teqkoi

You were running slowly but whenever the other lyrics started to play the 1 memorie came back when you saw your brother die

You started to run even faster and faster you couldn't think straight your mind was somewhere else the sadness overwhelm you the anger took over you

As you were running you got more angry at yourself at everything at the fact you couldn't do shit when your brother died on your eyes

Tears streaming down your cheeks like a river the song playing over and over again you stopped and smashed your phone on the ground out of anger you cried and cried you fell to the ground

You were trying to get your shit together but you couldn't you managed to stay calm at some point you look up and see a bridge you walked there and sat down your feet hanging off the bridge you look at the moon you lay on the bridge

You look up at the stars suddenly you feel safe like somone is watching after you like ............like it was your brother you stayed calm some tears escaped your eyes before you wipe them away

You didn't know how much time you spent there but it was worth it you saw the most beautiful sunset

The sky looked kinda like this :)

It was so beautiful you enjoyed it so much you held tears behind

You: if you're here with me liam I love you buddy I wish you could share this priceless moment with me

Tears of joy went down your cheeks.