I woke up in the hospital nahh knowing what was going I got up bouts to get off the bed when I couldnt stand up because I my head was killing " jay take it easy it's nahh good for the babies " Dave said coming in the room pushing me down " babies what ? Boy bye ion got time for ya games lemme go I got get the kids " I said trying to stand up again " no jus take one minute and focus on yourself worry about the kids later " he said and the nurse game in the room " it's good to see you up Ms. Cheaves I'm Ms. Lin your doctor I jus wanna say ah few things " she said " okay " I replied " we'll you had ah black out and you hit your head buhh you didn't get any brain injuries your doing fine you vitals are fine buhh you blood pressure is high and that isn't good for those babies in there " she said " babies ? Excuse me I'm pregnant? " I said with ah shocked look on my face I was trying to be calm buhh I jus couldn't
" yes you are you are 3 months pregnant with twins would you like to see them ?" She asked "yes " I said in ah rasping voice " okay I will be right back " she said walking out and as soon as she lifted I look at Dave and I jus started crying because nahh only did I jus get my heart broken again I'm going to be ah single parent to 4 kids and I lost the person I loved. Can life get any worst then what it already is. I didn't say anything to Dave at all k didn't know what to say to him at all .
After I was released from the hospital I went home cuz I wanted to changed for the graduation and as soon as I walked in the house romari ran right to me " ma ma " he said yelling my name and running to me I gave him ah gig ole hug " fat man you missed mommy I said kissing him all over and then avaneii came running to me giving me ah hug and ah kiss then going back to play I got up and walked to the kitchen and mama j was cooking " hey mama j" I said I said walking and sitting on the counter " hey jayda how are you feeling " she said walking over to me " mama I don't know I can't " " don't say that child everything is gonna be okay if he really loves you he will change for you that boy is jus lost he never had someone as good as you yes I know what he did was wrong and ima talk to him bout him listen ima tell you ah story about what Dave's dad did to me because we was in the same situation that y'all are in......"
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Sitting here and listening to my mom talk to jay about me really mad me realize what I did wrong and it was ah good women right in front of my eyes that I jus broke I hate myself so much I didn't even know I was crying until romari came over to me and said " da da no cry" he said taking his pasi out his mouth and trying to give it too me man I love this lil boy so much he acts jus like me doe hard headed asf lol buhh this ma dawg and jus by looking at him I know that if I was to stop messing with his momma it would hurt me more cuz I can't be around them and nahh only that I would have to take avaneii away that will hurt jay jus like her taking romari from me I need to get my self together ASAP before it's too late and I damn sho don't want jay going through what she went through her first pregnancy so I gotta try my best and make stuff right
I hope kaylee baby ain't mines cuz I can't deal with 5 kids under the ages of 5 and I'm only 23 and ima king pin for gods sake . I got up and I went into the kitchen I seen the kids were now eating so I sat down and my mom had my plate already made so I jus sat down and begin to eat " avaneii how was school today " jayda asked while covering her mouth as she ate "good mommy me learned how to count and write my name too" . " awww that's good baby I'm so happy for you " My mom said walking in the kitchen " aww look at my poor baby he done ate that food and passed out eating it " jayda said laughing and getting up and grabbing a baby wipe to wipe his face " no lemme do it " she jus looked at me "please" I said and she moved out of the way " come on avaneii you have to get ready for bed " jayda said helping avaneii get down from the chair and taking her upstairs leaving me and my mom in the kitchen " I ain't even gonna say shii to you cuz I should jus smack you I didn't raise you to be like your daddy now did I ? Now you got ah good girl up the stairs who takes care of her self and her kids weather there hers or nah and then nahh only that she up there feeling like she ain't got nobody the person that she really loves done broke her heart " she said pointing her finger at me she really did make a lot of since " so what I'm supposed to say ma I never meant to hurt her like this I love her and then kids with all my heart ma & I know I messed up buhh I blame myself every time everyday I go to sleep and wake up trying to figure out how I'm going to fix this jayda gonna be my wife she already pregnant and pregnant with twins ion wanna stress her out anymore than I already am " I said putting my hands over my face I looked at romari cuz he was coming down the steps saying "dada" " yes fat man " I said picking me up and kissing him " well everything will fall in place soon son buhh you need to fix things now before them babies come ima need all of my grand babies around me " she said kissing my forehead and leaving out " I love y'all and kiss my grand babies goodnight David" she said leaving out " we love you to ma say bye nana Mari " I yelled from the front door and romari laughing and waving I shut the front door " come on fat man let's go get you in the bath " I said to romari we walked upstairs and all I Hurd was jayda talking to avaneii about having ah baby " ah baby mommy like mari " she said "yes baby like Mari buhh what about 2 babies " jayda said to Avenue " no mommy that to many " avaneii said and jayda started laughing I jus walked away cuz they is ah mess
I went to the master bathroom and ran some bath water for romari and then I bath him and took him out his clothes on and took em to his room " what you wanna watch fats " I asked grabbing the remote to the tv "pj " he said jumping up and down in his crib I put pj masks on and I I turn his light off he jay brung him his milk " aye can I talk to you real quick plz " I asked stopping her " Igh let's talk " she said walking downstairs to the living room she look so cute and so serious all at the same time 😩 hopefully this works
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" well I want you to tell me how you feel I told how I felt buhh I never asked you how I felt and I jus want you tbh honest with me this can be ah new start for us " I asked " well tbh I'm hurt buhh life goes on it's nahh the first time it happened buhh for you to do it again jus broke me and nah only that David I'm pregnant and you already have ah baby on the way with that girl and I ain't gonna stress myself out about it cuz that girl sleeps with any and everybody so all I'm asking for my space for now until you find out the baby is or isn't your cuz right now ion wanna be stressed out any more than I am I jus help me with the kids and try to be home often " she said and I couldn't do anything buhh Agree to what she was saying because I didn't want her to be stressed out at all! " okay ima give you some space buhh don't move I know you said you was gonna move buhh don't and ion wanna be away from the kids so I'm going to stay in the guest bedroom and you stay in the master .
