Battle Scars

Chapter 31

"I've got to go I don't know....what I'm doing I'm so confused" I say
"Emma's father she....."
"Stop thinking about the negative okay!" Emma says hugging me tightly
"Thanks" I reply we tell the driver where going to Miami hospital and everyone tweets we have had a problem
"Shenaye come and play more games, where not going to force you to tell us who you like or pick one...." She says and I wipe my tears of my cheeks
"Okay" I reply we start again
"Here Shenaye" beau says handing it to me I roll it and it lands on........ Matt I take a gulp I sit down next to him and he kisses me it was amazing it got heaps passionate and his tongue slips in I missed this... Jacks braces I missed everything I need to move on again! I didn't realise we where still making out I pull out and I my cheeks go red
"Woah"he says and I laugh I sit down and Emma goes it lands on... Jack she pecked him on the cheek and sat In Cams lap I didn't want to play this anymore I was tired and I couldn't stop thinking about Emma.
"I'm going to bed.." I say getting up and climbing up in the bunk bed and everyone else goes to bed also I look at Connor and he smiles at me.
After a while
I get out of bed and go to Matthew I get into his blanket his smiles and he hugs me I felt so safe with him we spooned and he had an arm around me it was so nice and relaxing.
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We woke up to Carter and Maggie taking photos of us
"Really!" Matthew says and I laugh I turn and dig my face into his bare chest he was so warm
"Get up use love birds where at the hospital!" Carter say I jump up and run out
"Wait!" Matthew yells but I keep running I get in their
"Is their an Emma... Emma Gilinsky in here?!" I say and she gives me a number 55 everyone's in at this point I run to the door and open it she's sitting their so many things attached to her I start crying I didn't realise Jack G was in the room I sit down next to her and cry Jack comes and hugs me I don't hug him back
"Don't touch me!" I say fearfully he pulls out I look at his face it was red from crying I look at Emma. She seems so peaceful she's beautiful everyone walks in and crowds around me I cry on Beau's shoulder and Connor holds my hand
"I can't handle this!" I say and I cry more.
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An hour of crying the doctor comes in
"Her body can't process it her life expectancy is another 1hr I'm so sorry for your lose Mrs. Gilinsky" he says I start crying more Jack started crying this is the worst day of my life!
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Emma's funeral is In two weeks I sit down my heart is officially gone
I lay down in my bed for the rest of the day on my phone it's 10:00pm didn't eat dinner I wasn't hungry everyone went to bed I feel so tired but I can't sleep! I get down and go to Mathew
"Are you okay Shenaye?" He says quietly
"I'm never okay" i reply he was amazing I go closer to him and he kisses me we laid their kissing for ages until it got more intense I needed him he's amazing I don't know what it is but its him I can feel it. I lay on top of him and put my legs on either side of him I lean back and he takes his shirts of and I take mine of I pick the blanket up and pull it over the top of us as we snuggle together
"Guys get up!" Carter says I yawn and Matthew rubs his eyes yesterday I kept stressing to Jacks sister that It wasn't her fault that Emma got sick....
I sit up and realised I only had my bra on I get my shirt and quickly put it on
"What's going on?" I asked
"Where going to the roller skating rink!" Emma says smiling
"I need to get dressed!" I say walking to my bags I get a pair of leggings out with a jumper and a pair of white converse the wedding ones..... I put them on in the small bathroom on the bus and walk out I put a beanie of my not so neat hair and everyone was already dressed they must have got dressed out of the bathroom. Jack G was back with us but where was Alyce? oh well who cares...