Force Marriage (Angerik Fanfic)

FM11: "You can always have me as your temporary happiness"

A/N:

I feel that myself changed alot after that signing off, and I feel that I'm more confident to write again.

Sorry for misspelled words and wrong grammatical errors, thank you! Enjoy!

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'Force Marriage'
FM11: "You can always have me as your temporary happiness."

Erik Santos' POV

Nasa opisina ako at nakatingin sa glass window na kita ang buong kapaligiran, ang mga buildings, lalo na ang magandang araw.

"You can always have me as your temporary happiness."

Suddenly, a pang of sadness hit me...

(Flashback)

We are eating quietly when she asked me about something.

"How's your wife?"she asked, I looked at her but she just smiled telling me that it's okay to discuss it.

"But this is--"she cut me off.

"No it's okay...."she said.

I sighed, "She's fine, by the way how are you? I didn't see you in weeks and I missed you..."

"I missed you too...."she said and smiled.

In a few minutes, we finished eating and we sit in the living room.

She suddenly sit infront of me and looked at me straightly.

"Erik I want to talk about our relationship-- like our status..."

I tilted my head, "What about our status?"I asked.

"What are we Erik? You always called me endearments, you always take care of me, you always miss me, you always say 'I love you' to me, you always say that you need me, you always wanted to have me. What is this Erik? I can't understand..."she said, I froze.

Yeah. What do we have? I honestly don't know...

"I don't know..."I whispered.

I looked at her and I can see that her eyes are now glistening because of tears so I quickly walk to her and wiped her eyes.

I hold her hand, "Please don't cry...."

"Hindi mo maitatanggi sakin Erik na napamahal narin ako sayo, ilang taon kong hinintay na maranasan ko yung ganito at ngayon nandito na bakit ko pa hihindian diba? Pero kasi sobrang mali nito, maling-mali may asawa ka at pamilyado kang tao hindi pwedeng basta-basta mo nalang--"I cut her off by kissing her.

She's the one who pulled away, "I'm sorry love please don't cry..."

"Listen, I'm not going to leave you just like that I'm going to make sure you can continue your happiness you feel with me okay? I will make sure of that please don't cry love..."I said as I calmed her down.

"You can always have me Erik, you can always have me as you temporary happiness."

(End of flashback)

Gusto ko siyang puntahan ngayon, gusto kong maramdaman niya na hindi siya nag-iisa.

Fuck! Why am I so damn inlove with her?!

But I didn't care at all, kinuha ko ang coat ko at lumabas ng opisina.

"Sir san po kayo pupunta?"tanong ni Shiela.

"Just running some errands, I will be back okay? Cancel all the meetings I have this day and reschedule it..."ang utos ko, agad na tumango si Shiela.

Dumiretso ako sa labas ng kompanya at sumakay na ng kotse.

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Ding Dong....

Agad na bumukas ang pintuan at ang iniluwa nito ang magandang babae na nagmamay-ari nitong bahay na kinatatayuan ko ngayon.

"Hey what are you doing here? It's your work time right?"ang tanong nito, I wrapped my arms around her waist.

"I. Just. Missed. You! Don't. You. Missed. Me?"I said as I placed small kisses on her lips.

"I missed you okay? But it's bad for you to not go to work!"ang sabi nito, I smiled and then pumasok ako sa loob.

"Inayos mo yung bahay?"ang tanong ko nang mapansing iba na ang arrangement ng mga furnitures.

"Yes, nakakaboring tignan yung bahay sa dating ayos kaya inayos ko uli..."ang sabi niya sabay upo sa sofa.

Umupo ako sa tabi niya at niyakap siya, "Hey..."

"Hmmmm?"ang sabi niya.

"Are you mad at me?"ang tanong ko, she just softly smiled at me.

"Hey, answer me..."

"I'm not okay? Why would I be mad at you?"ang tanong niya.

"Because of what happened last night?"ang sabi ko, she smile at me.

"Nope I'm not mad because of that as I said, you can always have me as your temporary happiness..."ang sabi nito, napayuko ako.

Nagu-guilty ako na hanggang dito lang talaga kami.....

"Okay lang sakin kung one day hiwalayan mo ako para sa asawa mo, naiintindihan kita. Hindi kita pipigilan kung one time bigla ka nalang mawala sa tabi ko, kasi kahit anong gawin ko siya ang nauna at ako ang pangalawa..."ang sabi niya habang nakangiti.

Somehow, naiiyak na ako sa sinasabi niya. Parang pinapakawalan na niya ako.

"Alam kong may mahahanap pa akong iba Erik, para kay Angeline ka talaga at hindi para sakin pero kung gusto mong bumalik, balik ka lang ah? Nandito lang ako at handang ibigay ang lahat para sayo..."ang sabi niya, hindi ko na napigilan at naiyak na ako.

Alam ko na dapat hindi ako ganito ngayon pero kasi..... sobrang nainlove ako sakanya to the point na ayoko na maghiwalay kami pag nagkataon.

"At kahit anong man ang gawin natin, sa mata ng mga tao mali itong ginagawa natin, sabi nga nila hindi lahat ng pampaligaya ay pwede..."pinapakinggan ko lang ang lahat ng sinasabi niya habang naka dukdok ang mukha ko sa leeg niya.

"Pero please lang Erik, kung mawawala ka pakisabi sakin ah? Pakisabi kung aalis kana sa buhay ko para kahit papaano ay maging masaya ako para sayo..."

"Naging parte ka ng buhay ko, sa mga oras na to ang laki ng ambag mo sa buhay ko, kasi dati ang lungkot ng buhay ko pero nung dumating ka? Sobrang nagkaroon ng kulay sobrang saya ko kasi nakilala kita pero hanggang dito lang talaga tayo, hanggang tago nalang talaga tayo..."

"You said I can always have you as my temporary happiness?"I asked.

I love her scent, lavender....

"Yes, but as I said it's just temporary...."

"But can you promise me something?"she asked.

"Yes anything basta you will do anything I want?"sabi ko, she smiled and nod.

"Learn to love your wife, it's your lost kung mawawala siya..."ang sabi niya.

A/N:

Loveyou MY STARS thanks for waiting.....

~Ms. G