𝐇𝐀𝐓𝐄 𝐔, 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐔. ( hyunin )

🌙 hate u,

hyunjin looked at the letter in his hand, it had spots that were stained from what he assumed were jeongin's tears. he gripped it tight in his hand as he bit his lip trying not to let out a sob. he stared at all of the letters around the floor, some of them were wrinkly and others looked as if the paper was brand new. the tv was on the news channel. they were talking about how a young boy committed suicide on a bridge, which was quite familiar to him. they said their name.

hyunjin immediately stood up from the floor and walked out of his house. he didn't have control over his body. it was like his mind stopped controlling his body and it's just letting it move on its own. his legs led him to the bridge where jeongin confessed and died. he looked down at the river. he saw his reflection and let out all of the sobs he was holding inside. he covered his face with his hands and sobbed into them.

he soon felt raindrops on his hair and skin. he looked up the now gray clouds. he let his hands fall and let the water droplets cover him. he felt useless. he felt like he didn't deserve anyone. he felt like he failed jeongin.

🌙

hate u, love u.