Always And Forever - My Love For A CFer(Completed)

chapter 8

Surgery?

Hannah

"Hey Hannah... I have some bad news" Pat said the next morning. Austin had gone home last night. We had texted each other the whole day. I know cliché.

"What's up Pat?" I asked, slightly scared and nervous

"You're going to have a surgery... Your G-tube is kind of red and it may have sepsis." Pat said

I suddenly thought everything was going in slo-mo.

"C-call Xa-Xavier. N-now" I said, stuttering

I laid on my bed having a panic attack. Yes, you may think that this is an over reaction but it's not... I'm scared shitless of surgeries. Only Xavier can call me down. Only him.

I waited for about 15 minutes still having a panic attack and then Xavier ran into the room and pulled me into a hug. Not too tight.

"Sis, I'll be with you. It's fine. It'll be fine" Xavier said, calming me down.

"Will it? What will happen if I die? What will happen to Ari and DeeDee ? Alex and Noah? FOR F*CKS SAKE! AUSTIN!" i said, hyperventilating

"Hannah, calm down. Please! Please. Nothing will happen to you. You're going to be alive and punching Noah and Alex soon enough. You'll be kissing Austin soon enough. You'll be having fun with Ari and DeeDee soon enough. You are not leaving us" Xavier said

I calmed down at his words and laughed.

"Want me to call Austin?" Xavier asked

"Yes please" i said

"Okay, sis you sleep. I'll call him" Xavier said

"Thank you Xavi! Luv u" i said as i fell asleep

"Luv u too sis" I heard Xavier say

I tried to get some sleep and about 40 minutes later I heard my door cream open. Huh? Maybe it's Austin.

"Hey baby, missed me?" Austin asked

"AUSTINNNN!!" I screamed and latched myself to his neck

"Ow" he Said

"Oops. Sorry Aussieee!" I said, grinning like a baby

"Aussie? I like it" Austin said

We both chuckled

"So how are you Anna?" Austin asked .

"I need surgery so I'm very scared." I said

"You're scared?" Austin asked

"Yep" I said

"Yep. I can be there with you, if you'd like" Austin said

I blushed and nodded

"That would be nice. Xavi cant be there since he'd be in school" I said

"Who is Xavi?" He asked, looking a little jealous

"Awww is my little Aussie jealous?" I said in a baby voice

He blushed and nodded

"Aww baby, Xavi or Xavier is my brother. Hes the only one who can calm me well now you can too. And hes the one who called you" i said

He sighed and made an "o" face

"Got it!" Austin said

"Uh... Austin I want to say something.... But you don't have to say anything back..." I said

"What baby?" Austin asked

I got butterflies when he said that. Oh damn I'm falling hard.

"I l-love yo-you" I said

"Awww baby, I love you too" Austin said smiling at me as though he had won a million dollars.