Broken Bonds {Kiribaku-Bakushima}

Lust

lust  

/ləst/noun 

very strong sexual desire."he knew that his lust for her had returned"

"Bye mom!" I yell, running out the door. I hear a muffled goodbye from her. I get in the car and start it up, backing out of the driveway. I've been waiting to get away to see Katsuki all week. My mom's been weirdly persistent about having me do things with her. Maybe she thinks it'll help me get over Katsuki but even if he were dead, it wouldn't help. 

I pull up to the bar and drive around the side to the staff parking lot where Kat told me I can park whenever I come around. I park the car and lock then go around to the front door. I pull up my hood and walk into the bar. I look around for a minute and spot him sitting at the bar. 

"Kat!" I exclaim, sitting beside him.

"Hey," He gets off the barstool and takes my hand. "Come on let's not talk out here," He says, pulling me towards the staff only door. Through the door is a large, deep stairwell. We go down until we reach a door labeled, "BOSS," 

"Here we are," He opens the door into what looks like a mini apartment. "Take off your shoes before you come in," I take them off and follow him into his bedroom. He sits down on the bed and opens his arms and I hug him. He wraps his arms around me and lightly kisses my forehead. "What's been going on?" He asks.

"Sero kissed me and my mom thinks I should date him," I blurt. "But I don't like Sero, I love you and I wish I could tell them about you so they would understand but I can't," I cry. 

"Hey, hey, it's okay. You don't have to do anything you don't want to but I think that dating Sero would be a great cover for you and me," He strokes my hair. 

"But that wouldn't be fair to Sero, he actually likes me," I tell him. 

"Who cares? It's for you and me, for us. I don't care if Sero get's hurt," 

"I'm not like you, I can't hurt him like that," 

"He'll never know. You can date him for a bit, give him his fantasy and show everyone that you're moving on and then you can breakup with him," 

"But-," Kat cut me off with a kiss. 

"How are you going to be a cut throat detective if you can't even tell a little white lie like this?" He asks. 

"It would feel like a betrayal to you," I tell him. 

"I'm giving you my okay, I don't care if you date Sero," 

"Okay then, I'll give it a try," He smiles and kisses me. "But there's something I want to do with you, it'll make me feel better about fake dating Sero," 

"What is it?" He asks. I move back on the bed and start unbuttoning my shirt. "Ei are you sure about this?" He asks. 

"Yes, I'm sure," I take off my shirt and he moves behind me and pushes me down onto the bed. He leans down ad kisses me, holding my hips. He moves down my neck, leaving kisses and hickeys in his wake. He moves down and bites me, sinking his teeth into the soft flesh of my chest. 

"Ah!" I cry out in pain, clutching the fabric of his shirt tightly. He slips his shirt off and continues kissing me. His hands move around to my back and undo my bra's clasps. 

"Bakugou, I love you," I mumble. 

I wake up and sit up in bed. I look around and yawn. Our clothes are still sitting all around the room, in the same places we threw them last night. I get out of bed and collect my bra, undies and shirt and put them back on. I get back into the bed and watch Bakugou for a while as he sleeps. 

It's not creepy, it's endearing. 

"Mhmm," He rolls over and sits up. 

"Morning baby," I say, smiling. 

"Morning, did you already get dressed again?" He asks. 

"Yeah," He pouts. "Hey, don't be like that. You know I'm more comfortable wearing clothes," 

"Yeah, can you grab my boxers? I don't know where they ended up," I nod and get out of bed. I find them and toss them to him and he puts them on. 

"Are you sure you're okay with me dating Sero?" I ask, getting back into the bed. 

"Yes, I'm very sure. Just as long as you don't do this with him," He laughs. 

"Okie," I mumble. 

"I love you Ei," He says, wrapping me in a tight embrace. "I'm not afraid of loosing you because I trust you," 

"And I trust you," I reply. I nuzzle my head into the crook of his neck and he kisses me. We lay in his bed, enjoying each others company for a while. "I'm going to have to go soon," I tell him after an hour. 

"I know, I just don't want this to end," 

"Me neither," I kiss him and stand up. I find my pants and hoodie and put them on. "I can see myself out," I say. 

"No way, I'll walk you out," He says, getting out of bed. He get's dressed and we go back upstairs and outside to the parking lot. "Come back soon," He says. I nod and he kisses me on the cheek then lets go of my hand and walks away. 

I get in my car and drive to Sero's house. Bakugou said it's okay, I got this. It's for our future. 

I walk up his driveway and up the steps to his front door. I take a deep breath and knock softly on the door. Part of me is hoping he won't answer. 

"Hey Kirishima, what's up?" He says, answering the door. 

"Hey Sero, sorry for coming over abruptly like this," 

"No, no it's fine. What's going on?" 

"I've been thinking and I wanted to know if you would like to go out on a date with me?"