Jasper Hale x Reader (Part 1)

I'm Sorry..

I'm sitting waiting to hear up on Jasper. I close my eyes and doze off while waiting. I hear his name get called and I see Carlisle and I get up and walk over. Carlisle takes me into Jaspers room. "What's wrong Carlisle?" He sighs "Jasper had passed out from the embarrassment" I look down knowing it's my fault. "What's wrong Y/N?" I look at the unconscious Jasper and back up at Carlisle with teary eyes. "It's my fault he passed out...I can't see him like this...you know how much I love Jasper, Carlisle... Jasper is like my whole world..." A tear falls as Carlisle pulls me into a hug. Many more fall until I hear his voice..."If I wouldn't know I was your whole Darlin' I wouldn't have passed out" I look over at Jasper and let go of Carlisle and hug him. "I'm so sorry Jasper..." I say. "Darlin' it's not your fault" I sigh shakily as more tears fall "Yes it is, I embarrassed you by pointing out your wallpaper and you laid your head down and passed out it's my fault and i'm so so so sorry Jasper" He wipes away my tears "Y/N, don't blame this on yourself, I overwhelmed myself and I passed out but hey i'm okay so let's forget it happened okay?" I nod my head and Carlisle helps get Jasper undone from the machines. I take Jasper home and I go upstairs into his room and lay down. I feel the bed sink and I look and I see Jasper. I lay next to him. "I know you still think it's your fault" he says. "But I made you embarrassed....you got overwhelmed and passed out....it's my fault because I started-" He shuts me up by kissing me. I kiss him back and he pulls away. "It wasn't your fault okay Darlin?" I look at him with his hand still on my cheek and I nod. He smiles and I lay there next to him. I fall asleep from using my energy to cry. I wake up to feel Jasper getting up. I'm not fully awake but I ask in my sleepy sleepy voice "Jasper..?" I hear
him say "Shhh~ go back to sleep Darlin', i'll be right back I promise" I nod and fall back asleep. I feel the bed sink again and I cuddle up to whoever laid down next to me. I hear a soft giggle coming from Jasper. "Thank you Jasper.." he looks at me in confusion. "For what?" he asks. "For everything..for the vampire lessons....for just stepping into my life..everything changed when I met you. I-I fell in love you Jasper" I tell him. He smiles and pulls me closer. " I've known that, Edwards told me a lot but I think it's safe to say I feel the same way." I look up at him. "Y/N Swan will you be my girlfriend?" I smile "Yes Jasper I will." We lay there cuddled up until Emmett knocks on the door. "What do you want Emmett?" Jasper should not wanting to get up. "I wanna see my baby sister" I chuckle quietly. "She's uh- not in here." "Then why aren't you getting up to answer the door, I can smell her, and I can hear her heart beat." Emmett points out. Jasper groans and goes to open the door. Emmett comes in and swoops me up. I hear Jasper growl. "Shhh Jas i'll be back sooooon" I smile and so does he. Emmett and I go out into the woods. "What are we doing here?" He looks at me. "Well every newborns gotta change their diet some way. So i'm here to help" I look at him. "Alright." We walk into the woods and little did I know Jasper was following me. We're sneaking up on a deer while Emmett tells me to go for it. I do and bring it back. "Good job newborn, I don't even think you're considered a newborn anymore." We both look up to see rustling in the trees. Emmett goes to grab me but I put my hand out and look up again. "I know you're up there Jasper. You didn't have to follow me." I hear Jasper jump from branches. I finish up drinking the blood from the deer. "First animal kill huh?" I look at Jasper and nod. "Proud of you" he says and I smile. Emmett chuckles. "What's so funny Cullen?" I look at Emmett. "Just the way you two look at each other." Emmett pushes me and Jaspers there to catch me with a blink of an eye. "The speed he'll use to come for you. The things he'll do for you" I look at Jasper and smile. "It's adorable." Emmett smiles at us. Me being the sassy girl I am, I cuddle Jaspers chest and say, "I know" Jasper chuckles along with Emmett. "Alright Alright lets get back Esme's cooking tonight. "Let's race" We all look at each other an line up. "3....2....1!" We all sprint to the house, Jasper was in the lead but I caught up and got ahead. Emmett got ahead of Jasper but I was still in the lead. Jasper runs past us both and beats us. "You're a fast one" Jasper says. I look at him and smile. We all walk in and sit at the table. I starting thinking about when Jasper and I would tell them. "Tell us what?" Edward says looking at me. I almost choke when I look at him. "Stop reading my mind Edward!!" Carlisle looks at us confused. "He's right, tell us what?" I look at Jasper. He nods his head. "Jasper and I are dating"