It's dangerous to love you

fourteen

"Mustafa pov's"

AS i look at her i realize that  her beauty is different from the women i dated,kasi i alway see my woman as one faced and din't even bothered to look at them for too long and as i stared at her i realized that i like her, my friends gonna laugh at me when they see me like this it's so hard not to like her but the question is gusto niya rin kaya ako?

"can i go alone this time? don't worry i can manage myself." she asked me with hope in her eyes,ayoko mang mawala ang mga ngti niya sa labi ay hindi talaga pwede na lumabas siya ng mag-isa and i do the work for her kaya hindi na nag tatanong ang boss niya tungkol sa trabaho ay dahil lahat ng information na kailangan nila ay naibigay ko na at hanggat maari ayokong lumabas siya mag-isa.

"nope you can't go outside.......without me."sabi ko dito at bumalik na naman ang pag-kainis sa mukha nito cute ang sarap kurutin ng natural na mapupula nitong pisngi.

"i told you i can manage myself can i now?"naiinis nitong sabi pero halata sa mukha na nag-pipigil ito ng galit base narin sa pag-baba taas ng balikat nito at pag-kuyom ng kamay.

"nope if you want, we can go but wait for me to change first."sabi ko dito bago tumalikod narinig ko itong nagpapadyak sa sahig.

"you know what?! why do i need your permission in the first place ay hindi naman dapat i can go alone." nag pantig ang tenga ko sa narinig ko kaya naman humarap ako dito pero naka talikod na ito sa akin at palabas na ng pinto kaya dali-dali ko siyang hinabol at hinablot sa kamay bago sinarado ang pintuan at idinikit ko siya doon.

"you know what i gonna do to the bad girl like you?"bulong ko sa tenga nito at ramdam ko ang tensiyon na unti-unting namumuo huh! that's it be scared cause you know to yourself what i gonna do to the bad girl napangiti ako ng maramdaman ko ang panghihinna nito  sa sinabi ko so i had an effect to her that's a good sign then.

"lumayo ka nga!" naiinis na sabi nito sa akin at itinulak ako sa dibdib kaya naman mas lalo kong idiniin ang sarili ko sakanya at tumigil naman ito. "a-at saka hindi nako bata ano naman kung gusto kong lumabas mag-isa."mahina nitong sabi.

"you know your under my supervision."palusot ko dito kahit na ang trabaho ko lang naman ay sundan siya hindi nga dapat ako nandidito sa bahay pero dahil sa wala akong tiwala sa paligid niya ay nag pasiya ako na tumira kasama siya.

"yeah right."inikot nito ang mga mata bago ako malakas na itinulak kahit na malakas yon ay hindi niya ako maitutulak talagang nag padala na ako dahil ramdam ko ang tensyon sa aming dalawa baka kung ano pa ang magawa ko kung sakali mang hindi pa ako lumayo sakanya.

"go now what are you waiting?!." naiinis na sigaw nito kaya naman natatawang tumalikod ako dito at pumasok sa kwato ko at mabilis na nag palit ng damit.

"let's g-." napatigil ako ng wala na akong naabutan sa sala kaya naman pumunta ako sa kusina na natatakpan lang ng manipis na kahoy pero walang tao doon kaya naiinis na nailuyom ko ang mga kamay ko i think she need to be punished, she tricked me no she scape,huh!no one can get out of my grip sweetheart!.

Dali dali akong lumabas para hanapin siya sa lugar ma ito alam kong mapanganib dito lalo na't maraming lasing gero sa daan mamaya ay mapag-tripan siya and, i cannot think of something happen to her, i'm not going to forgive myself if something happens.

As i walk by the small streets there's no amara's left, how can she go that fast?! fuck it can't be it just a matter of minute she can't go that far.

She really gonna pay this for worrying the hell out of me,i see some kids running around without shoes and shorts on, neither their face is dirty, i think the fault for this is the parents they let their child do this without their care huh! kids is curious and growing without knowing anything, but then i believe that maturity is not based on aged its how they see what they really are,the sense that grow to their mind and heart, and as i see them it's cristal clear that they know what reality is and i pity them because instead of worrying in studies and playing they gonna think what their going to eat and sometimes lend them to do the wrong way when they are hungry to death.

But life is really unfair,  people should be fair because we made as one wala tayong karapatang husgahan ang bawat isa ng dahil sa buhay,at pag kakamali dahil lahat tayo ay hindi perpekto at may sari-sariling kwento.

I stop walking as i see her talking to a girl with a gentle smile plastered on her face, like an angel and as i look at her i forgot what she did she's really good huh!.

"amara!."madiin kong pagbangit ng pangalan nito ng makalapit ako at ng mag angat ito ng mukha ay bakas ang gulat at may nakita akong dumaan na takot sa mga mata niya,what! do you think i wouldn't find you?.

"mustafa."mahina nitong nabanggit na parang kusang lumabas sa malalambot nitong labi oh men i wanna kiss that lips it's so tempting to ravished, but there's a time in that and when that times come i wouldn't let that pass.

"yes sweetheart?."nakita ko ang pag pula ng pisngi nito, hindi ko alam kung dahil ba sa sinag ng araw o dahil sa sinabi ko but nevertheless she's beautiful when blushing, so i kiss her cheeks and she stop for a second before she step backwards and look at me, shocked was evident in her face ow sweetheart don't look at me like that i might kiss you on the lips but i told to myself not to.

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