WE are twelve in the group but there are only eight people who truly treasure this Pamilya. We always fight, we always hurt each other (emotionally), but it doesn't mean that we don't love each other, the truth is those fight we had make our friendship/pamilya stronger.
In friendship we can't prevent to hurt each other (emotionally) and fight with each other that we called challenges, challenges that can make our friendship stronger, that can hurt us and also can break our friendship, and I don't want that to happen.
Sobra akong masasaktan dahil masyado na akong napalapit at napamahal sa kanila, dahil nasanay na ako na nandiyan sila palagi. And if that day will come, I don't know what will happen. To me. To us.
I LOVE THEM so much that I will try my best to do anything just to make them happy, to make them feel that I love them, to make them feel that I'm just here when they need me. I can't do everything because I'm not perfect, but I will try my best to do it just for them, you know why?
Because...
They are my stars on my darkest sky, they are my light on my darkest night, they are my saviour to this cruel world, they are my angel, they are my devil, they are my inspiration, they are my best friends, they are my family.
I'm happy seeing them smiling because of me, I'm also happy because I can make them laugh to my 'korni' jokes. I'm contented that we are happy together, and I'm proud of myself because I can make them happy.
When we fight, I'm the cause sometimes (and I fu*king hate myself for that), I don't know what to do, I'm crying because it's hurt seeing them crying because of me and I can't do anything about it because I'm the one who make it, despite of everything they still accept me, they still love me and we're still together.
I'm thankful that they didn't leave this friendship because of that and I'm also thankful to them because they sacrifice for this friendship. For this friendship we can take the risk.
I'm happy that we fight together to beat those challenges that came to our life, I know we're not perfect but it's not important because we love each other and that's the most important thing. As long as we love each other we can beat those challenges and I wish that this friendship will not going to end.
I'm thankful that they came to my life, that they treat me as their family, that they didn't leave me, that they stay, that they are just there for me, that they love me and I'm thankful that they choose the word 'together' even if that word can hurt them, but they choose it and set aside their feelings, just to say we are 'together', we are'family'.
I wish we will reach our goals together Pamilya Kim!
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Hey guyssss! MALIGAYANG
ANIBERSARYO! MALIGAYANG IKA-LABING DALAWA KAPAMILYA! Lagi niyong tandaan andito lang ako, at mahal na mahal ko kayo! At gusto kong ipagmalaki sa buong galaxy how much I love you guysss! Sana natuwa kayo!Yieeee!
I love you. Saranghae. Ich liebe dich. Je taime. Te amo. Aishteru. I purple you. Borahae. Isa lang ang ibig sabihin. Mahal ko kayo!
I just want to share our story! Thank you!
