a letter for you, the best thing that has ever happened to me.
okay firstly, whoa, it's been two years? that's 24 months. 96 weeks. 730 days. oh my god, 730 days with you. that's crazy when you think about it. i can't believe the amount of time I've spent with you, like i've known you for so long wtf? and god when i say that i'm so utterly grateful for you you best believe that i mean it because you just...you make my life so much brighter, you know? you make me feel so safe and protected and happy and like nothing can really be that bad because i have you. like, sometimes when i'm really sad or i hate myself, i think about you. you're like my safety blanket, if that makes sense. a bad thought? think of ashie and smile. a bad day? think of ashie and feel better. feeling sad? think of ashie and feel warm. the feeling i get when i talk to you is like coming home and lying on your bed after a long and tiring day and like that relief and comfort and happiness just describes how you make me feel. you make me feel like i'm worth it, and you always compliment me and make sure i know i'm amazing and that you love me and you have no idea how much it means to me especially when i'm feeling down ):
you're so, so important to me ashie, if i ever lose you i'm not sure what i'd do because you're my first thought when i wake up and my last when i go to sleep and you're my whole universe )): like if you went on a hiatus idk what I would do with myself because my daily schedule is: "wake up, say good morning to ash, go to school, talk to ash between periods, finish school, talk to ash, shower, eat, talk to ash, sleep." like you literally make up 90% of my day and I miss you whenever you're gone. ): i love you more than anything i've ever known and thinking about you makes me wanna cry (happy tears) because i love you so much and i just wow it's mind blowing how special you are to me, there aren't even the right words to describe this other than you're my whole universe ):
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