Never Give Up On Life or Love

Robert Hayes

Chapter 2
November 6 2014
Los Angeles
4:00pm

( my memory had been a fog but today it was different because i thought about)
  Why did I gave up so fast? I miss Bri so much she didn't deserve this she loved me and caring our child. But when Taylor told me that she lost the baby I told her I didn't want or love her anymore. ( god why did I do this I do love, need and miss her) there was a knock on the door. When I opened it was Kristen and her husband Andre Wilson ( who's also brittany friend) and there son Anthony. Hey I said come in and close the door So what beings you by. Guess who's birthdays is today Said Andre , I don't know who is I said. That when he said you wouldn't even care if I told you. Please tell me who I asked (knowing who he was referring to) then he said Brittany ( I wanted to cry but I can't not in front of them). So why do you bring her up for I said ( wishing I didn't) because she tried killing herself but Melissa and Taylor stopped her he said.

Why would she go and do that for ? I said, why do think she would do it for he asked. (Oh no please don't tell me she blames herself for what happened) that when he Said it because she blames herself for losing Ava and you not wanting her but she now 23 years old and some how she still loves you i don't know why especially after what you did. ( I watched Kristens hand and hit him on the back of head) well it's true he said.
Your right I am sorry I shouldn't of left her to face this on her own. I should of stayed but I was grieving and thought it was for best we go out separate ways but I am glad that Melissa and Taylor was there to stop her, Yeah we are too they said. I saw Brittany Dad and his boyfriend the other day but they didn't say anything but Hi. He looked worried but I didn't asked because I thought he was mad at me. But I am sure his understands As well though I said.

I walk over to the self picked up the picture of me and Brittany that I had faced down and turn to face them. And said When I met Brittany I felt like a little child in a Candy shop (I only heard a little laugh from Anthony and Andre and Kirsten just looked at me) hey Anthony how do you feel when you see candy? Oh candy makes me happy he said. Well there you go when brittany around she makes me feel happy I said. ( Kristen and Andre just looked at each) then said oh okay gotta it. There was a knock at the door so I went answered it was my Fiancé ( funny thing her name is Brittany) Guys I would like you meet my Fiancé Brittany White.

They gasped and Andre said well we gotta go right Kristen, yup she said wait why I said, oh we have dinner plans at friends Step dads restaurant Andre said (Looking at Brittany) oh okay I'll walk you you out then I said ( looking at brittany) I'll be right back, okay I'll be here she said. I walked them to gate ( they gave me a look like what the hell) I know I know marrying someone with the same name as.. but I stopped. Looks I'll see you around I said. Okay bye they said ( they were gone) ( I took a deep breath before walking but in the house)
When I walked in and close brittany turn with the picture of me and my Ex Fiancé Brittany Hayes ( I was one when we were on our first official date as a couple, God I wish she was here) gave me that I said putting my hand out , No not until you tell me who she said, fine she is an old friend of mine she means nothing to me I said ( knowing it killed me to say it) well to me she looks like an Ex girlfriend or should I say Ex Fiancé she said.
What if she is was what are you gonna I do I said, well nothing ( putting the picture down) because she your past and I your Future she said. Yes you are pulling her into my arms and kissed her ( but she not my future I know it, its Brittany Hayes).
( Just then Brittany phone went off she answered and hang up so fast I had no time here what she said) Well I gotta to go I'll see you at the altar love ( as she walks to the door) yeah I said and she was gone. It's 6 o'clock now I was again left alone wondering how Bri was. ( god Please let Brittany Hayes stop this wedding) I have a feeling Brittany aka Bri's mother had something to do with this she never liked me. ( Bri please stop this wedding because you and I belong together not her and I, I love you Bribear and only you ( I fell to my knees)