it was a cold morning, snow falling out of the sky and falling lightly on the ground. I sat watching the snow fall, when I realized it was 6 in the morning and that I had to make my way to kitchen to make the pack their breakfast. your probably wondering why I wake up so early in the morning? well you see the "Alpha " wants breakfast ready by 9, that's when everyone else in the pack is usually up. anyways, I got up and got dressed:

I went down the stairs quickly and towards the kitchen

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I went down the stairs quickly and towards the kitchen. I started by making French toast, pancakes, eggs, bacon, sausages, toast and some oatmeal. then I cut a few fruit and made some coffee and took out some juice. I quickly set the dinning table up and walked back into the kitchen starting to wash the dirty dishes. about 8:30ish almost half of the pack is awake and sat down waiting for jax to come down for breakfast. not even 10 minutes later I smell this scent of oranges and chocolate. and that's when it hits me , that its my mate that I smell. but you know what I did? I walk to the backyard and went to work in the garden. now ur probably wondering why didn't u go and see who ur mate is? well I would kill myself who ever my mate is from this pack. I mean why should I make myself suffer more then I already am. I would rather be mate less them be mated to some one from this awful pack. as I was working quietly and humming to myself this big gust of wind whisked past me and  with that, it  carried my mates smell. I continued to work ignoring the footsteps of the person who was walking towards. as the footsteps came closer, I noticed that almost half of the pack had followed the person outside where I am working. suddenly I hear the person stop and commanded me to look up. I brushed my pants and stood up meeting the eyes of my mate

" mate" is all I heard come from jax's mouth as his face turned bright red with anger.

" why would the moon goddess do this to me? huh? giving me a low life like u. "

I just stood there looking at him with a blank expression not even caring about the whispers coming from the pack members.

" omg why her?"

"we are doomed if she's our Luna"

" I could be a better Luna then her, like plz"

now that last one made me pissed off , cuz it came from none other then two faced bitch Bethany. She think just because her dad is the beta she can get every thing she wants. basically she's the slut of the pack.

" well well well, what are we going to do with you then ? I mean  I could reject u as my mate but that's just too easy " I don't know why jax hates me, we grew up together I mean his parents love me like a daughter  and here he is treating me like I killed his pet dog, oh wait except he is one.

"nah who hell am I kidding, I, Jax Reeves alpha of the night howlers reject Ella moon as my mate and luna of this pack"

oh boy did he think he was hurting me

" I Ella moon accept your rejection Jax Reeves"

jax face just fell and everyone else in the pack gasped out loud. so after that little encounterment, I simply walked back to my room and started to pack all of my stuff that was important to me including a necklace my mother and father had left me when I guess I was found in the forest, ever since then I never took the necklace off. I waited for a few hours when I knew the boarder guards would be changing shifts. and when they did that's when I left. as I walked closer to the packs boarder line I can feel how the weight is being slowly lifted off my shoulder. once I crossed over the boarder I felt the pack connection break off and OMG it felt so amazing to not have any relation or connection with this pathetic pack. as I walked further away I heard a  howl and I knew that howl

Jax, he must have felt the link break and probably found out that I left. good.

and here on now I continue my journey and find a place for me.

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