Behind Her Smile ||Bnha x All Might's Daughter||

Chapter 16

~~~~[y/n] POV~~~~

I held my phone tightly in my hand, tears pouring down my face "there all stupid" I threw my phone against the wall breaking it, I don't think I take anymore, these reporters are driving me insane

Another news article saying something along the lines of '[y/n] Yagi, yet again with a pro hero, Hawks, having to make the third top pro hero watch her is making citizens angered' I turned of my phone before I finished it

If they think I'm too much of a hassle then might as well kill myself...

That's... that's not a bad idea

Should I?

I mean I bet the citizens will be happy, and what am I too this world, just a weak nobody that has no talent, I don't stick out of the crowd like the class does, and I'm just a burden to my dad and Uncle Aizawa

I bet they won't miss me

"Miss [y/n], are you there? I heard a crash and grew concerned when you didn't make a sound" I hear Edward say from the other side of the door, I had it locked luckily

"I-I'm fine, I stubbed my toe and tripped" I lied

"Okay, well Benjamin has prepared breakfast for you, are you leaving with your father?"

"No, I'm staying, the class isn't gonna be there for a week because of the Hero internships, so I should just relax and watch a few movies"

"Okay, hurry and come down before your breakfast gets cold"

"Alright" I took out a hoodie and put it on "stupid scars" I look down too see lines across my arms, every single one of them are fresh, I just began to cut myself this morning, it took my pain away from everything

I cleaned them and wrapped them in bandages "there all so stupid" I put my hoodie on and went downstairs to get my food

"What a ray of sunshine! Oh! I can't look at you! You shine brighter than the sun" Benjamin exclaimed "today I made omelets"

"Thank you Benjamin, is it alright if I eat this in my room"

"Of course, just don't make a mess, alright" I nodded my head, as soon as I went inside my room I threw away the omelette, locked the door and wrapped myself in my bed

"Everything will be over soon"

~~~~Time Skip~~~~

I walk to the teachers lounge, my eyes where baggy and puffy, I look more tired than usual, I decided to leave Bluejay in his play room, I don't feel like watching him today

"How's my favorite listen... er.... you okay [y/n], you look tired and a bit thin" Uncle Mic looked at me concerned

"Huh? Oh I'm fine, I watched a scary movie last night so I'm tired, and I've been skipping breakfast"

"You shouldn't do that [y/n], breakfast is the most important meal of the day!"

"Yeah, um I should start finishing my project" I grabbed my sketchbook and headed outside, I sat on the grass and looked up at the U.A building "what's the point in finishing, it's not like I'm gonna be here when the projects due" I tossed my sketchbook aside and looked up at the sky

Then an idea popped in my head, as a goodbye gift I should paint the whole class "I guess it's like a thank you for being there for me" I went back inside, grabbed a mask from my bag, and put my hoodie up as I walked out of the school, I went to a art store and bought a huge canvas, I then bought a medium size one to draw Hitoshi

I then walked back to the school and placed all the items down in the teachers lounge, I hear the bell ring signaling that it's lunchtime

I hear the door open and see Izuku "hey [y/n], can I talk to you, there's something I've been meaning to tell you"

"Oh sure, hey I saw what happened on the news, are you okay Izuku"

"O-oh yeah I'm fine" we walk in the halls "[y/n] have you been eating well, looks like you lost a lot of weight"

"Yeah, just skipped breakfast that's all, and I know what your gonna say, breakfast is the most important meal of the day, but I'm fine, anyways what do you need to tell me" we where now in the middle of the halls, no ones here, which confused me

"[y-y-y/n] I-I.... I like you a lot!!" I freeze there, a bit confused... again

"Huh?"

"I like you! Your so pretty and kind, a-and your personality is so great, you encourage me and say things that make me motivated to grow stronger! And not only to be number one, but be there for you! So.... will you accept my feelings" I just stood there wide eye, mouth gap... until I snapped out of it

"I... I'm sorry but I don't think I can accept your feelings" he stood there broken hearted "I have to leave" I ran away into the girls bathroom, I shut the stall and let my tears go

'It's not that I don't like you, it's just I won't be there for you'