midnight

since he left

often i wonder,
if he ever thinks of me.
or have i faded forever,
from his memory?

is the thought of being with me,
no longer comforting?
if i told him i'm unhappy,
is that still heartbreaking?

could we have ended
in a better way?
could i have mended
his heart had i chosen stay?

i know i′ll never get over him,
but i hope to move on.
i hope he knows that i love him,
even now that he′s gone.

Karran Kumar • Since He Left