live stream- deku angst

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{In this chapter deku has the app tictok, he makes a live stream as he sits on the edge of a tall building and some of class 1A are watching}

Deku pov:

I sit on the top of a very tall building

I sat there thinking to myself

I'm not going home, mum would kill me if she knew I left the house without asking

Shes probably drunk anyway

I sigh and take my phone out and put in my password

I scroll through my apps and find tictok

I watch a few videos and then set up a live stream

Putting on the green screen filter so no one could see where I am

People start joining it's mostly just 1A but some students from 1B

I start humming a song and continue to draw in the book I have

I didnt know but i had started singing out loud

"My legs are dangling off the edge
The bottom of the bottle is my only friend
I think I'll slit my wrists again and I'm gone, gone, gone
My legs are dangling off the edge
A stomach full of pills didn't work again
I'll put a bullet in my head and I'm gone, gone, gone"

By now people started commenting asking if I was ok

"Gone too far and yeah I'm gone again
It's gone on too long, tell you how it ends
I'm sitting on the edge with my two best friends
Ones a bottle of pills, ones a bottle of Gin
I'm twenty stories up, yeah I'm up at the top
I'll polish off this bottle, now it's pushing me off
Asphalt to me has never looked so soft
I bet my momma found my letter, now shes calling the cops
I gotta take this opportunity before I miss it
'Cause now I hear the sirens and they're off in the distance
Believe me when I tell you that I've been persistent
'Cause I'm more scarred, more scarred than my wrist is
I've been trying too long, with too dull of a knife
But tonight I made sure that I sharpened it twice
I never bought a suit before in my life
But when you go to meet god, you know you wanna look nice"

I look into the camera and keep singing

"So if I survive, then I'll see you tomorrow
Yeah I'll see you tomorrow"

I move closer to the edge swing my legs back and fourth

"My legs are dangling off the edge
The bottom of the bottle is my only friend
I think I'll slit my wrists again and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone
My legs are dangling off the edge
A stomach full of pills didn't work again
I'll put a bullet in my head and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone"

I look to the screen and see that kacchan was spamming the chat saying that he was coming over

"We hit the sky, there goes the light
No more sun, why's it always night
When you can't sleep, well, you can't dream
When you can't dream, well, whats life mean?
We feel a little pity, but don't empathize
The old are getting older, watch a young man die
A Mother and a Son and someone you know
Smile at each other and realize you don't
You don't know what happened to that kid you raised
What happened to the Father, who swore he'd stay?
I didn't know 'cause you didn't say
Now Momma feels guilt, yea Momma feels pain
When you were young, you never thought you'd die
Found that you could but too scared to try
You looked in the mirror and you said goodbye
Climb to the roof to see if you could fly"

I kind of regret mentioning the roof knowing that where kacchan will go if he heard

"So if I survive, then I'll see you tomorrow
Yeah I'll see you tomorrow"

"My legs are dangling off the edge
The bottom of the bottle is my only friend
I think I'll slit my wrists again and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone
My legs are dangling off the edge
A stomach full of pills didn't work again
I'll put a bullet in my head and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone"

I sigh and take the green screen off and stand up

"I wish that I could fly, way up in the sky
Like a bird so high
Oh I might just try"

"I wish that I could fly, way up in the sky
Like a bird so high
Oh I might just try
Oh I might just try"

I lean back and start falling when someone grabs my arm I look up and see kacchan tears running down his face

He pulls me back up and over the edge  and pulls me into his chest not letting go incase I run

I break down and sob into his chest

"I dont wanna go back" I sob knowing that kacchan knows about my mums drinking and beatings

"I know, shhh, i know" replies

"Please dont make me go back, I cant stand it anymore!" I shout while sobbing

"I wont make you go back it's okay, I'll never let that bitch hurt you again" he says while kissing my head

I could hear police sirens and then someone landed on the roof

Katsuki pov:

I sat there crying hugging the boy I've loved for so long

I heard someone jump onto the roof and look up to see aizawa

He looks like he had been crying

He came over and fell to his knees and hugged us both

After that he took izuku and I to the hospital because izuku had injured him self

(He had slit his wrists like he said in his song)

Inko was found and arrested at a bar for stabbing someone and was charged for child abuse and attempted manslaughter

Izuku was taken under the care of Mr aizawa and his husband present mic

And I finally confessed my feelings for the boy and we are now dating




I just wished happiness lasts forever


















                 But it never does

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