List Of My Songs

I Don't Want To Die-Shadow Girl

Don't ask me if I'm okay

I'm fine

I lie

I'm done being tough

I'm done being strong

I just wanna break down in your arms

But I,

Feel like you'll toss me away

If I died

Do you think this pain in my chest would disappear

No don't think like that

Just stop thinking

Just close your eyes

Fall asleep and fade away

Just let me dream of a land far away

Far away from this hell that keeps me here

Where I am queen, and you'll all be there with me

I don't want to die

But I don't want to be awake

Right in this moment and time

If you ask me if I'm doing fine

I'm okay

I say

There's cuts on my wrist

Under my sleeve

And I need you here

Cuz I'm

A mess that needs cleaned up

If I died

Do you think this pain in my chest would disappear

No don't think like that

Just stop thinking

Just close your eyes

Fall asleep and fade away

Just let me dream of a land far away

Far away from this hell that keeps me here

Where I am queen, and you'll be there with me

I don't want to die

But I don't want to be awake

Right in this moment and time

I don't want to be alive

Right in this moment and time

I don't want to die

But I don't want to be alive

Right in this moment and time