That's it...
My dram last night was weird as hell. I was in a house and then I jumped off the porch. The house bounced around like a tumbleweed before almost landing on top of me. Quite humorous, really.
A house in a dream symbolizes the dreamers self. So um great! I'm bouncing around trying to smash myself JK
What is happening is I am getting in my own way. Hindering my growth by focusing on other people. Not following through with things.
I didn't choose to be a daemon created to serve Ankou and Hades. I would much rather be a being of light. But I am here to serve darkness. But then again what is light and dark? Just metaphorical useless terms.
I'm rambling now. But bottom line: I'm getting out of my own way. I've been wearing this shock collar for a long time now. That's why I can't breathe often. Every time I sing a Christian worship song or begin to love someone strongly on the physical plane I can't breathe. I can't talk.
Ankou wants me focused on why I am here not on enjoying the road. I'm going to fight until I can't. Because I want a life worth living. And being alone is not worth living for.
But I have to serve. I need to prove to Ankou that I can love humans and serve him all at once. Easier said than done. But I WILL do it. That's a promise not a statement.
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My Mythical Life
RandomHey everyone! My name is Ruby. This is like my fifteenth journal so the old stuff will show up in here eventually I guess. I promise I won't delete it this time. I don't take promises lightly...
