Oh Anna (COMPLETE)

Falling

Anna's POV

My life is a complete shit show. I failed high school, went to a community college studying shit and now I'm just working at a shit McDonald's. Where did shit go wrong? I wanted to be a nurse, ever since I was little. I had my heart set on it, but then high school came and shit went down. I got caught in the mess of boys. Just because I developed early doesn't mean I want them. Boys always surrounded me like hungry vultures. The problem started when I caved in. I became so side tracked that I gave up on trying in school. 

I just always had the dream of high school sweetheart, married at 24, kids at 26, and the rest living happily ever after. Now I'm almost 30 and my life is going no where. I at least wanted some part of that plan to stick together. I'm 26, the age I wanted kids at. There's no way in hell I'm just gonna fuck some rando and have his kids. I wanted to be inseminated.... artificially. Like go to the sperm bank and pick my baby daddy. So, today after work, that was my plan. The bank sent over LOADS of papers so I could pick my baby daddy. I was not looking forward to going through all of that.

Donor 1004

Race: Asian  Eye Color: Brown  Hair Color: Black  Skin Tone: Medium "Okay.... looking good so far."  Height: 5'9  Weight:  202  Highest Qualification: High School  Occupation: Janitor  "NEXT"

Donor 1385

Race: African American  Eye Color: Brown  Hair Color: Black  Skin Tone: Dark  Height: 6'4  Weight(lbs): 180  Highest Qualification: BSc Degree in Science  Occupation: Hospitality  "Well god damn...let's put him at the top for now"

After hours of looking through potential baby daddys I was sure Donor 1385 was the one. He's smart. has the height I'm looking for, not overweight, clearly fit. But then I saw Donor 1659.

Donor 1659

Race: White  Eye Color: Green  Hair Color: Brown  Skin Tone: Fair  Height: 6'0  Weight: 163  Highest Qualification: High School  Occupation: N/A

Something about that N/A intrigued me. Is he a mass murderer or the Pope? That N/A was full of so much hope and curiosity. I couldn't take my eyes off it. What was with this guy that he couldn't say his job? Is he in prison, is he a superstar, is he just embarrassed? 

I phoned the sperm bank. I had my heart set on Donor 1385. He is the right choice. He's smart, good height/ weight. But something wouldn't let me pick him. My eyes kept going to Donor 1659. I could not say what it was or why, it was just so intriguing. 

"Hey Alice. I'm calling back to confirm who my sperm donor will be." I paused as I was about to say Donor 1385 but my dumbass mouth said "It's Donor 1659. He's the perfect match" My face was burning red. I wanted to correct my mistake and say NO WAIT ITS DONOR 1385 HES THE ONE but I couldn't. My mouth felt like it was screwed closed. "Great! Your appointment will be next week on Saturday at 11 am. Is that alright with you?" I didn't say a word. I couldn't comprehend what I just did. "Hello? Ms. Luis?" "Yes, that would be perfect. Thank you so much." I hung up before I could say another word. Goddammit donor 1659. You better not be a mass murderer.