𝙢𝙖𝙩𝙩𝙞𝙖 𝙥𝙤𝙡𝙞𝙗𝙞𝙤 𝙨𝙖𝙙 𝙞𝙢𝙖𝙜𝙞𝙣𝙚𝙨

i need to go.

y/n's POV

"w-what do you mean?" i sat on the corner of the bed that me and my boyfriend for 2 years, mattia, shared.

"i... i need to go." mattia mumbled while packing his bags.

"baby, why?" i asked as a tear rolled down my cheek.

"im so sorry. my parents said i... i cant be with you." he said while standing up and facing me.

"oh no. angel, please dont cry..." he said walking to me and wiping my tear.

"mattia. why wouldnt i cry? the love of my life is leaving me. or so i thought." i said removing his hand from my cheek and sobbed even more.

"im so sorry. i really am y/n." he sat beside me and rubbed my back with his hand.

god, i will miss this.

"why? am i not enough?" I looked at him.
he stayed silent, and didn't even say a single word. he still kept rubbing my back and sighed.

"d-do you love me?" i asked, my lips quivering.
"i- of course. of course I love y-" i cut him off and stood up from the bed. i was already really angry at this point.
"then why?! why the fuck did you not fight for me?!" i breakdown into more tears and sat down the floor.

this just hurts so much.

"hey. come here." he tried helping me up but i pushed his hand away from me.
"just fucking answer me mattia!" i wiped my face and ran my hands through my hair.

he sat on our bed again and i see tears forming in his eyes.

"what about this?? the apartment? you said we're gonna have a family. you said we're gonna grow old together. what the fuck happened??" i stood up, also packing my bags.

"fuck it. im going home."

mattia just sat there. tears rolling down his cheeks, running his hands through his soft fluffy hair.

i finished packing my bags and headed to the door of our bedroom.

"hey y/n..." he called to me before i could leave.
"what." i slowly turned to him, seeing this beautiful sight again.

he's just so perfect.

"im so fucking sorry." he said with a shaky voice.
"mhm." i opened the door to head out.

"and i love you more than anything in this world. i promise that i will never forget about you."

i smiled to him with tears flooding the room.

"i love you too. thank you for the wonderful memories." i headed out the door and the moment i stepped out the bedroom. i heard the loudest sobs that i ever heard from the boy that i love.

i then get to my car and started driving away with a blurry vision.
knowing that i lost the man that i love the most.

a/n: im sorry idk how to end these stuff
      ik it's trash but you clicked on this book so it ain't my fault🤡