My brother's boyfriend

Im sorry

(Finn's pov)

"Noah?"

"Hey finn.."

"You said you wanted to talk? What's up..?"

"Are you dating Jack?"

I blushed a little at the thought.

Me, Finn...dating Jack.

"N-no."

Noah's face grew a weird smile.

"Good."

Before I knew what was happening, Noah pressed his lips against mine.

I kissed back.

I know, I know..I'm stupid. I dont know why? I just...did.

Jack is gonna be broken..

"S-stop" I pushed Noah off of me.

~~

I got to the house and opened the door to see Jack laying on the couch.

"Hey. I was wondering when you were gonna get home." He smiled.

Shit.

I'm not cut out for this..

Why was it so easy to cheat on Noah, but when it comes to Jack...I just can't bring myself to do it.

"I..I have to talk to you."

"Oh. Alright."

Jack patted at the seat on the couch next to him and paused his show.

I sat down and he laid his head down in my lap.

I started to play with his hair.

"Jack...?"

"Yeah?"

"I love you."

"I love you too.."

"And I would never do anything to purposely hurt you."

"Um..are you ok? Are you dying?"

"No. I wish I was."

"Finn! Dont say that."

"Sorry.."

Jack turned his body to where he was facing me.

"Finn..what happened?"

"Noah wanted to meet up and he said that he wanted to talk to me about your birthday."

"Oh that's cool." Jack smiled.

Fuck...I'm so not made out for this.

"And when I got there..he asked if we were dating."

"What? Why?" Jack sat up.

I grabbed his hand and interlaced our fingers.

"And then when I said no, he kissed me.."

"O-oh. Its ok."

"It is?"

"Yeah. He kissed you, and you pushed him off and told him you weren't into him anymore."

"I.."

"You kissed him... didn't you...?"

"Jack I'm sorry. I didn't mean to."

"How do you accidentally kiss someone Finn?"

Jack stood up.

"Jack, calm down."

I tried to grab his hand but he pushed me away from him.

"Fuck you Wolfhard."

"Jack.."

"I'm gonna stay with Jaden and Wyatt for a while.."

And with that, he slammed the door shut and left.

Great Finn...just great.

You finally get Jack, after years of trying..and now this?

(SELF HARM WARNING)

Fuck..

I go upstairs to the bathroom and open one of the drawers.

I pulled up the sleeves to my shirt and grabbed the razor blade.

This is usually when Jack would walk in.

And he'd save me..

But Jack isn't here now.

I fucked up. Its all my fault.

I pressed the razor against my wrist and left at least 20 lines.

"This is what you fucking deserve. To bleed and die." I mumbled to myself.

I kept cutting and cutting.

Suddenly, everything was black.

(Jack's pov)

Shit. I left my wallet.

Maybe I'm being a little harsh on him..

~

I walked inside and started to walk to the bathroom to grab my wallet.

"Finn?!"

".....I'm sorry."

Finn's voice was faint.

And he sounded like he was dying.

I called 911, I called Wyatt, I called Jaden, Sophia, everyone.

~~~

Oh sht. Ok I'm sorry that was a sad chapter.

And sorry for not updating in a million years but hi. Here I am.

Anyways.

Thank you guys so much for reading this book. It isn't over, but just thank you for reading it.

I love all of you :)

Ok. For the questions;

Will Finn survive?

Will Jack forgive Finn?

What about Noah?

Does Noah know Finn's in the hospital?

Until next time...

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