betrayal.
it's not that i could have burnt 39$,
but it was that you lied.
when the messages popped up on my computer screen i was fuming
i ripped up the the letter i was writing you
i told my mom i didn't need to go to the mall
i forgot about anything we ever had
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just the feeling of someone pretending to be your friend
pretending to love you
it couldn't be true
kay
the sweet beautiful girl i knew
would never do such a thing
did i care?
in the beginning
yes
i was ready to drive to your house for 22 hours and 36 minutes and 17 seconds just to scream at you
after awhile i calmed down
it was funny
it was funny that i was thinking about sending you shit i bought
im not as rude as i sound love,
it just takes time to see through all my feelings
i still love you
-S
