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"WHERE DID YOU GO"

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Dinah isn't scared of her father she knows he would never hit her but Carlos and ally is with her he will hit them instead and she will feel guilty for it and she has to say something to her dad

"Dad i went out and took ally and Carlos here with me to the game store and food to eat and now we are back aren't you suppose to be in your job all day and night why are you here" dinah ask her dad and he didn't say anything until

"I got fire from the job and that's why i hit him yesterday to make me feel good about what i lost and iam going to do it again today be ready Carlos today is going to be the worse one yet in your life" he said that and he left the house carlos was super scared he didn't want to get beaten again he didn't do anything to make him mad and now he is going to get paid for it with pain not money

"I-am scared i don't want to be hurt again it hurted   me the  last time i don..." Carlos broke down crying his eyes out he really thought today was going to be the best day he kissed Lauren and spend time with her and held hands and she was worried for him and tried confronting Carlos and he liked her so much that he didn't want to let her go he wanted to spend the rest of his life with her and no one else

And in that matter they slept cuz it was night time the dad didn't do anything he left but he didn't even try and take Carlos he left him happy and sleeping  he hate the kid but he still cared that why he didn't beat him today he slept and lucy was happy that he didn't actually hit the boy today he made progress

   (Sorry guys not good with smut i didn't have any ideas to what to do so here you go smut but in the future and not mine btw 👀👀 camren enjoy)

"In the present moment"

"Hey honey are you ok you seem a little off is there something on your mind that you like to tell me i don't like seeing you like this i love you and i want to help you get better please camz let me" Lauren said to camila she really worried about her wifes Heath she been beating her self up for shawns death her best friend her soulmate of a best friend her gay best friend

"I-am ok love just distracted that's it iam all good you don't need to worry about me ok iam fine let's go eat and i want to go take a shower ok love" camila said to Lauren and she nodded her head in agreement and kissed her wife and gone to the kitchen and made something simple like mac and chess's and chicken they ate in peace and harmony (sorry not sorry) when they finshed camila went to the bathroom and stared at the gunshot wound on her arm and memories of the day it happened and she didn't realize she was crying

"What wrong camz is everything alright" Lauren asked in a worried tone in her voice and she sees why she was crying

"Come here camz it's not your fault you tried to save him but you couldn't at least now you saved 100 children everyone knows you you're a hero and everyone looks up to you don't let that down you" Lauren said in a soft caring voice to her wife camila was only in her   boxers  and she hugged her until she calmed down and slept the bedrooms cuddling with each other happy in each others arms

"In the morning"

"I'm going to work ok love i will be back in like 4 hours bye" camila said and got in her car and went to the police station for investigation

Meanwhile Lauren is in the music room working on her new song and she got an idea and she wrote a whole song about her wife

It's like, the more I try, the less I feel
In desperate need of something real
Why, lately she ain't been the same?
She try so hard to hide this pain
She search, but she can't ever find
Can't seem to leave her past behind
Cause all the ones she for  hope would have stayed
Are all the ones that fade away
Truth is I think about you often
I miss your voice, I miss your smile that I used to get lost in
I know you know I have this thing for you, I never lost it
I think she just lost herself, in the midst of the non-sense
9 times out of 10, I'd close my eyes and dream about you
Don't know what it was, but you just had this thing about you
Lately we've been distant, see, I just can't be without you
And my soul got so attached to yours, I can't be me without you
But, we hate ourselves because we run from the people we love
And we all hold on to the past 'cause we miss what it was
Don't wanna feel so we try to numbin' the pain with these drugs
Living in hell, 'cause we lost faith in the place up above
And her anxiety is breaking her, it kills me
I'm living in a world so fake, I lost touch of the real me
Had to take a look back, just to ask her if she still her
And would I still stand for this if they wanted to kill her?
She can't take it no more, she just can't take it no more
She can't smile like I'm okay, she just can't fake it no more
She can't act like I've been happy and complacent no more
Cause every time I try to change, it is the same as before
My karma is coming, my karma is coming, it's weighting in
I'm drinking 'till all my feelings just fade away again
And mama, she always told her "this ain't the way to live"
But, when you feel what she  feeling that's just the way it is
I'm trying not to break down but I just can't hide this pain
She Saw herself in the mirror and she just not the same
But who's to blame? I guess we all change
We hurt the ones we love because of our pain (fuck)
It's like, the more I try, the less I feel
In desperate need of something real
Why, lately she ain't been the same?
She try so hard to hide this pain
She search, but she can't ever find
Can't seem to leave her  past behind
Cause all the ones she hope would stay
Are all the ones that fade away
Are all the ones that fade away
Are all the ones that fade away

"Ok let me just release this song as fake smile"

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what do you think guys do you like it i hoped you like it anyway thanks byeeeeee i lied no smut hehehehe ❤️❤️❤️☺️☺️☺️😊😊😊☺️☺️☺️😚😚😚😘😘😘🥰🥰🥰😍😍😍🥳🥳🥳

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