Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Jayys p.o.v

I woke up to pink hair in my face yup must be Alex god I love her. No jayy stop thinking like that your gay! When I got up I decided to wake her up to becouse I needed to change so she left and I put on some ripped skinny jeans combat boots and a plain black tanktop I also put on a bullet belt and other belt I went downstairs and smelled pancakes and bacon I went down to see dahvie next to the stove cooking bacon pancakes. "Yummy!" I said well more screamed then dahvie jumped like 5 feet in the air. "Jesus Christ Jayy" "sorry" right when dahvie was done cooking Alex came down she had black and red coverse sweat pants and a super tight jeffree star shirt and a ton of braclets but I'm just going to let that slide for now she sat down next to me at the table and he put down 3 plates with 1 big bacon pancake of each.

Alex P.O.V

Dahvie put three plates and a big bacon pancake of placed on each "I'm not really that hungry" I lied I haven't ate in hardly 14 days. Then ofcourse my belly had to make a loud growling sound they all looked at me "are you sure your not hungry?!?" Dahvie asked I didn't know what to say so I just ran up to my room I tried to lock the door but there was no lock "god damnit" I whisperd since there was no way of getting out of this mess I just say on the floor next to the bed and had my knees to my chest. And I just started to cry great they probebly think your a stuck up bitch who starves them self just great. I heard the door open. I looked up to see Jayy he say next to me "Why" I didn't say anything "God damnit I asked you a question now tell me why?!" I looked up and seen him on the verge of tears "becouse I'm fat someone even made a twitter account about how "emo" or "fat" or "whorish" I am." He just looked at me. "Alex listen to me" and he wiped my tears "you are not any of those okay you are nice pretty skinny and the best person I have ever seen and met" "those people onley say that becouse they are self centerd and it makes them feel good about them selves okay so please stop" I looked at him and gave him a bear hug and he kissed my temple. "Okay so what do you say you go down there and at least eat a breakfast bar?".... It was silent for a while I sighed "okay" I said we both got up and he hugged me super hard but let go before i couldn't breath. We opened the door to see a super sad dahvie and he hugged me and said "Alex please don't ever think about doing that again I love you to much to lose you." That made me smile "I love you to" we whent down and jayy handed me a strawberry breakfast bar I opens it and took a big bite out of it well for me it was big. The entire rest of the day we just watched movies