I miss you
I miss the way you smile at little things
How you remain strong through stormy times
How carefree and reckless we use to be
How energetic and constant we were when it came to anything
I miss you
I miss how even if the enemy attack we'd conquer their base and show dominance like the leader we we're
Even if it cost us tremendously it didn't matter as long as we came out on top
I miss you
I miss how every milestone we accomplish we'd celebrate in remorse for the opportunity we blew but somehow got a better one and that showed we were special in every single way
I miss you
How glorious we became in every activity we took part in and if we came last or failed we held our heads to the light that shined bright on us and smile whispering "we did good and that's all that really matter"
I miss you
I miss you
I miss you
I miss you
Sigh
But the tables have turn hasn't it
Now I gotta abandon every feeling of love I had for you and move on because you changed a lot
We can never be the same as we use to be right?
Sigh
Why
Why would you change when I tried to give you everything
I couldn't give you much but at least appreciate the fact that I tired my best to love you with all my heart please just return the way you were I beg you
I'd do anything for you and more
Sigh
But nothing can be done right?
Regrets and mistake were made and somehow became memories but even if that's true I still miss you
I miss you
You were my everything and you change
But I don't blame you nor do I hate you
I blame the time and the events leading up to the changes you made
For those are the reason you are what you are right now
I should have loved you more but what can I say
We tend to miss ourself once that side of us are gone
I miss you tho
I miss you the younger me.
