Who am I?

~5~

~4:01 A.m.~

Hoseok cried now since over half an hour, he just couldn't stop. He locked himself in the bathroom so he wouldn't wake Yoongi up. He doesn't understand why he is crying but he just feels so sad and lonely. Hoseok normally is happy and doesn't cry because of sadness, he's always truly happy.
His eyes are puffed, by the tears he has shed.

~4:16 A.m~

Yoongi wakes up because of the uncomfortable position he has slept in. He looks around to see if Hoseok is anywhere on the couch but he isn't. He guesses that Hoseok just laid into his bed or is on the toilet. As soon as Yoongi decided to sleep again in a more comfortable position did he hear something, a sob, someone was crying. Yoongi quickly stood up to search for Hoseok, he wanted to make sure that the other one was alright. He saw light escaping under the small gap of the bathroom door and knocked on the door.
'Hoseok are you alright?' Asks Yoongi concerned.
Hoseok panicked, he didn't know how he should explain that to Yoongi.
'Hey Hoseok.' Repeats Yoongi.
The door opened and Yoongi's heart shattered into thousand pieces. Hoseoks eyes were swollen and his nose red. His face was wet from all the tears that he has shed. He never saw Hoseok like that before, he's normally a really happy person who barely cries.
'What happend?' Asks Yoongi with a concerned expression on his face and voice.
'I don't know.' Answers the younger one with a broken voice. He starts even more to cry while he uncontrollably gasps for air. Yoongi can't look at Hoseok without getting glassy eyes.
'What happened?' Asks Yoongi.
'I don't know I'm just so sad. There isn't any reason, I just had a sad thought and now I can't stop.' Answers Hoseok while he tries to calm himself down.
'Everything will be alright Hoseok.' Says Yoongi while he wipes the tears out of the younger ones face.

~5:01 A.m.~

Both of them sat onto the floor of the corridor and Yoongi tried to calm Hoseok down.
It took a couple of minutes but he eventually stopped crying and they went after all of that to the living room and sat onto the couch.
'Do you want to talk about it?' Asks Yoongi calm.
'I don't really want to, I can't even explain why I cried that much.' Replies Hoseok confused of himself.
'It's alright, just talk whenever you want to.' Answers Yoongi.
It was kinda unnecessary to go back to sleep because it was already five a.m. and both of them weren't really tired anymore. After  some time got Hoseok up and made breakfast while Yoongi laid the cutlery onto the dining table. They both ate and just talked normally like nothing really happened.

(It's sunday right now , just that you know which weekday is in the story right now)

~10:36 A.m.~

'Should we meet up with Namjoon later?' Asks Hoseok while they watch a series.
'Yeah why not, I saw him the last time when the three of us met together.' Answers Yoongi.
'Okay I'm gonna write him that we'll meet up. At 5, okay?' Asks Hoseok.
'Yeah that will be good. I need to drive back to my home before we meet up, I need to change my clothes and wash my hair.' Answers Yoongi.
'Okay no problem.' Responds Hoseok.

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After a couple of hours drove Yoongi back home. He asked his neighbor yesterday if he would go out on a walk with his dog Holly at the morning, and so did he. Yoongi still needed to go at the evening with his dog. Right after he came home went he outside with Holly and called his other neighbor if he could go outside with Holly at maybe 6 p.m.
After he arrived back home from the walk, gave he Holly some water and food. Holly gets a little bit of food at the evening after her third walk. Yoongi went under the shower for
15 minutes and changed into comfortable clothes. He still had one hour before he needed to drive to the park where the three of them would meet up. Yoongi went to his 'studio' that was right beside his bedroom. He went through the door and sat onto the chair and continued producing a song that he has worked on since a while. He produces songs as a hobby right now, but he wants to be a big producer and wants to be known around the world. His studio is a room with a bookshelf in there and a big table with a computer on it. Across of the room parallel of the bookshelf is a piano on that he just plays as a hobby.
Yoongi was so focused into his work that he almost forgot that he needs to look onto the time so that he won't be late, but  he already lost too much of the focus on the time and he needed to hurry now to be in time. He quickly puts his shoes on and right before he wanted to go, saw he Holly. His dog was just too cute, he couldn't resist her eyes and so did he take her with him. He laid Holly onto the passengers seat and called his neighbor so that he knew that he didn't need to go with Holly out. He started driving to meet Namjoon and Hoseok.

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Yoongi arrived at the park and saw Namjoon already waiting for his friends. The park was quiet and only the wind and birds gave some sound into the atmosphere around the park. Namjoong welcomed Yoongi with a happy smile and so did Yoongi.
'How has it been Yoongi?' Asks Namjoon the older one.
'Everything's fine Namjoon, what about you?' Responds Yoongi.
'Same with me. Everything is like it was.' Answers Namjoon. 'Well, there is something that happened.' Says Namjoon a little backed up.
'What is it? Something bad?' Asks Yoongi.
'N-no... well kinda. I got a job offer, from a big company.' Says Namjoon.
'Wow Namjoon, that's great to hear.' Says Yoongi exited.
'Well it is, but i need to move into another city. New York.' Answers Namjoon kind of sad.
'Oh' responds Yoongi.
'I would rather want to stay here. You and Hoseok feel like a family to me, but I will never get a chance like this again in my life. If they'll like me as an employee i could maybe be the manager of this company after a few years. I'm still going to study but at a university in New York.' Says Namjoon calm.
'You talk like you already decided that you'll move.' Says Yoongi with a sad tone in his voice.
Silence appears.
'But it's fine Namjoon. I know that you really want this job. It's a really good opportunity. I think you should do this, it's not that we won't be friends anymore, we have internet. We can facetime and maybe visit each other a few times a year.' Says Yoongi calm.
'Thank you for understanding Yoongi. I'm really grateful for that. You are a really good friend.' Says Namjoon while he tries to hold his tears back.
'You talk like this is a farewell, it's not. We're going to be friends for a long time. We know each other since years, i don't think that another city will change much about our friendship.' Responds Yoongi.
'Hey guys.' Says a happy voice from across the street.
'Hello Hoseok.' Responds Namjoon and Yoongi happy.
'How are you two?' Asks Hoseok.
'We're fine.' Says Yoongi.
'Yeah, but i guess I need to tell you something.' Answers Namjoon.
'Oh okay, what do you need to tell me?' Asks Hoseok a little irritated.
Namjoon also told Hoseok about his plans and Hoseok shed some tears, but he also accepted it and was truly happy for Namjoon.
'It's such a great opportunity for you Namjoon. This is gonna be great for your life.' Says Hoseok with happiness in his voice.
'Thank you Hoseok, and you too Yoongi. But i don't want this to be a sad day, let's go to mcdonald's or burger king and do something fun.' Says Namjoon.
They just enjoyed the day and talked and laughed. Everything was great. This day maybe did start a little bit sad but ended quiet nice. The three of them just sat onto a bank with Holly on Yoongis lap after they ate their food, and enjoyed each others company. After a couple of hours did the three of them and Holly say their goodbye and drove a little bit early home because they would need to work the next day. Everyone was happy.

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So that's the end of this chapter. I kinda made this a little bit sad, I'm sorry if this worked and you're also kinda sad now, just like me. I listened the whole last part of this chapter while i wrote it to black swan (orchestral ver.), and i think it shows a little bit at the end. In the upcoming parts will i do something and i hope you won't get tricked, when you read those things, please remind yourself that something like this already happened. You'll know at the end of a certain chapter what i meant with this because I'm going to explain that. It's just a ......