Since the day I had my trust issue
it was a vivid odium ruling into
To love again is what I fright for
seeking for a true-blue seems as rare
as you.
Living between the devil and the
deep blue sea;
Bewildered me either retry
or stay lowkey
But has to repress this fear that
haunts me oftentimes
The fear to love again and earn pain
in return.
When you said, "you're one of a kind"
a little hope shone within.
A hope to finally get out of this prison--
an imprisonment of despair.
Boo, when you vowed to me that you'd stay,
you gave me a grin from ear to ear.
When you said, "you're the only one",
you brought me back over the moon.
But all of a sudden, the hope had turned back again to mistrust
When you said all of those things I should have kept myself deaf.
Boo, light at the end of tunnel, remember,
I once took the risk.
Risking once more will never be losing --
'cause learning is winning.
A "promise, cross my heart, hope to die",
ignited deep down in my soul.
Love, you're an expert of coming through-
you made me believe it was true.
-- your promise crossed beyond the line and made my heart twinge. And now, the hope had died..
JPDD-
