PLAYBOY | Jungkook

• For Your Own Good •

Why do I feel like such a fool?

I feel as though I've committed a sin. I don't even know if I really do like him or not. He's such a jerk yet... why do I care so much about him?

I began to cry, hard. I couldn't get myself to understand my feelings.

I reached out to my phone and called Hyerin. We still speak and we are still great friends, however we have become busy due to these crazy finals in school. But ... she's the only option as of right now.

"Hello?" I hear her angelic voice answer.
"H-Hyerin..."
"Ae Ra! You haven't called in so long," she cried
"Why haven't you? I've missed you so much even though we talk in class."
"I'm sorry ... I didn't mean to.. I missed you lots too. I hope you're doing okay."
"Yeah I am! I'm studying hard for these tests ! Oh, by the way, did you call for a reason?"

I began to weep. I don't understand it, I really didn't. I began to explain everything to Hyerin, and being the great friend she is, she listened and talked to me about this for a long while.

"I think you care about him because your bond with him has grown. I mean, you do work with him now. You have higher chances of bumping into him more often, so it's possible that you are growing feelings. No matter how much you try to deny it, it's possible Ae Ra."
"Do you really think so Hyerin...?"
"I'm not for sure, but I believe so. Please don't overthink it, but do consider letting your heart help you understand."
"Okay, thank you Hyerin. Thank you for listening."
"Always Ae Ra! I'm your friend remember? Always willing to help a friend."
"That's true. Thank you again. I'll let you study or get some rest, goodnight."
"Sweet dreams Ae Ra!!"

Could it be true? I still don't know ...

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Jungkook's POV

"BECAUSE I LIKE YOU"

Those same words repeat in my mind every day. Why... why do you like such a fool like me? I cannot let you love me ..

I don't want to hurt you because of my own hurt Ae Ra. Please ... don't fall for me any more.

"She's still in your mind isn't she?" I looked up, it was Jimin.

"As if." I scoffed.

"Stubborn as always.." He muttered. I rolled my eyes and stomped off.

"I need to stay away from her." I said before leaving the room.

"But-" Jimin said before I closed the door behind me.

It's for your own good Ae Ra.

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Hey guys! Here's a quick update, sorry it's not longer but longer updates will be coming soon! Thanks for reading, my Jams ! ❤️