[COMPLETED] Levi Ackerman x Zariah (my other oc)Lemons

Chapter Eighteen~Depression

Omg the book it's ending so quickly!!! Only two more chapters!!!! Anyway back with the book...
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Zariah POV
It's been a 3 months since Jean R-r-r- I cant say it but we have been building back up our friendship it is kind of awkward if it's only me and him but it's fine me and Levi have been together for 5 months now and a lot has changed I started getting depressed because Levi wouldn't talk to me so often anymore and I started to think he wanted to break up but I acted like I was fine I walked over to Levi's office to see if he wanted to go somewhere on his day off I knocked on his door putting a fake smile on my face I heard a faint come in as well as some shuffling of papers I opened the door faking a smile
"Hey Levi"I said softly
"Hey Zariah I need to tell you something"when I heard that I was shocked then I started to get nervous and scared is Levi gonna break up with me? I felt A tear build up in the corner of my eye I walked up to Levi and stood infront if him.
"Oh ok,What did you want to tell me?"I asked shaking a bit
"I realized the way I've been treated you and I just wanted to say I'm sorry I want you to know that I love you so much so don't let anyone else tell you otherwise"Levi said kissing my forehead I smiled a genuine smile
"I love you too Levi I love you so much"I said looking down and tearing up Levi hugged me and I hugged him back I then calmed myself down and left his office I was walking past Petra and Oulo talking I heard something I really didn't want to believe
"I'm kind of getting sick of the captains relationship"Petra said sighing
"Uh Petra you don't have the right to say something like that"Oulo said shocked
"Come on Oulo I bet Levi is cheating on her"Petra said rolling her eyes
I ran to my room and locked myself in my bathroom my back slid down the door and I started crying uncontrollably what if they were right what if Levi was actually cheating I made it so my body would stop healing and I grabbed a dagger and started cutting my upper arm from My shoulder to my elbow my arm was bleeding I then let myself start to heal again but I started to feel Light headed and passed out
Time skip an hour
I woke up with a bad headache when I
Looked around I was in the Infirmary I sat up and realized my arm was bandaged I then felt strong arms wrap around me I saw it was Levi I hugged him back I then felt my shoulder started to get wet Levi pulled away from me and looked at me I noticed he was crying
"Who made you do this?"Levi said I stayed silent and started to look down
"Zariah who made you do this!?"Levi asked I started to tear up
"I don't want to talk about it Levi"I said  not looking at him
"Fine but tell me when you're ready but please zariah I wanna know who made you do this I love you and I can't imagine a world without you"Levi said hugging me he started to walk to the door but I spoke up
"Levi are you cheating on me?..."I said softly Levi stopped he looked shock
"I would never cheat on you zariah I want a future with you I love you so much, who told you I was cheating on you?"Levi asked me I started playing with my fingers
"Petra..."I said quietly Levi's eyes started to fill with rage he left the room with a dark aura around him I just cuddled under the blanket and rethinked life
Levi POV
I started stomping down to petra's room I knocked on the door and Petra answer I grabbed her by her collar and lifted her off of the ground
"So you like spreading fake news huh"I said pushing her up against the wall Petra gasped for air
"ANSWER ME!"I yelled at her
"N-no sir"Petra gasped
"Then why did I hear you told Zariah that I was cheating on her which I'm not"I said
"I-I'm sorry sir"Petra said going pale I let her go and she fell on the floor gasping for air
"If I hear about you saying something like this again I'm gonna beat your ass,Zariah could have died because Of your stupidity dumbass"I said walking Away I made it back into the infirmary and sat beside Zariah
"Hey do you wanna talk about it now?"I asked softly
"I think so"Zariah said sitting up
"Well a month after jean did that to me you started talking to me less and was always busy, I started getting depressed and started to get second thoughts about our relationship, after we talked in your office earlier today I felt Relieved but when I was pasting Petra and Oulo talking Petra said you were cheating on me and I guess I couldn't take it anymore"Zariah said looking down I was shocked I hugged Zariah
"Don't listen to those things all you need to know is that I love you and wouldn't leave you for the world because I really wanna make a family with you" I said kissing Zariah nose she giggled and kissed mine back
"I love you too"Zariah said hugging me tighter