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Anna's pov:

I couldn't sleep at all.My brain was thinking about what Jack said "she is my girlfriend".Strange...I didn't think when I sneaked out from that awful place that's gonna happen to me.
I woke up from the bed and decided to go into the fresh air.
When I went out I saw a swing so I sat into it and thought...about everything, my life,my bad experiences,my good experience, and strange experience.
What if I didn't meet with Haz? What would have happened?

-Can't sleep?-I heard a familiar voice.

-Hi..no-i smiled at Harry who was holding a cup of tea in his hand.

-Me neither!Tea?-he offered it

-Yeah...thank you!

He went back to the kitchen and did a tea for me and know he sat into the ground with two cup of tea in his hands.

-Here you go!-he handed me.-So why is that ?

-What?

-I saw you were thinking about something really hard, what was that?

-Just thought about what would have happened if Haz didn't find me..I mean Jack and me I don't even know what's that thing between us, I'm just feeling weird.He was so rude and cold and he just said to me I affect him and then he kissed me this morning and told his mother I'm his girlfriend that's too quick for me.

-Aww love he said you affect him?He doesn't say things like this!You know we had a little brother and...

-I know...-I put my hand into his shoulder.-He told me!

-Oh..-he smiled-He became kinda different since he knows you!But if he does things..please forgive him...he needs time!

-Okay..-I sipped into the tea.

-Well tell me about yourself!It's crazy tho! We met few days ago and I feel like I know you for ages!-he laughed-But I don't know a lot of things about you!

-Well...I love retro music and retro/old films, I prefer salty snacks , I don't know my parents or relatives I just know my parents died when I was 3 years old uhmmm I never had a boyfriend in my life sooo if I can say that Jack is my first boyfriend thing.I love reading, painting and drawing what more can I say!

-Well we have a lot of common thing in each other!-he smiled-Favorite actor?-he asked.

-Probably Robert De Niro

-Almost same!Mine is DiCaprio!And what was like living in a orphanage?-he asked.

-Well...you forgot what you wanted to remember there and you remembered what you wanted to forget!-I looked down my feet.
(if you know where is this quote from I love you)

-I'm sorry...if they hurt you-he smiled softly

I looked into his eyes and tightly hugged him.

-I'm glad I have a friend like this!-I departed and looked down his tea.-Ehw why is your tea white?

-Milky tea you know!-he laughed-I didn't put milk into yours!

-That's why mine is much more delicious!

-Blablabla!

-Now tell me something about yourself!

-No idea what can I say about myself!I love milky tea!-he laughed

-Interesting, anything else?!-I smiled at him.

-Maybe uhm well I love hip hop music but I listen retro music as well but Jack loves it even more than me!I feel kinda tired now by the way!

-yeah yeah Imma go now too!Night big boy!-I hugged him.

-Night little girl!-he joked.

I rolled my eyes, got up from the swing and got back to the room lay back next to Jack.
I placed the blanket around myself and tried to fall asleep.

-Where have you been?-I heard a deep sleepy voice.

-In the garden, I couldn't sleep so I went into the fresh air a little bit!-I answered and watch him got closer to me and grabbed my hips.

-U okay?-I felt his breath on my nose.

-Yes...well..I just wanna ask you something!-I started to play with my hair cause I got nervous.

-Go ahead-he smiled while his eyes were close.

-So...why me?

-What do you mean?!-he opened his brown diamonds and made a confused shape with his eyebrows.

-Just weird that you kissed me when I felt like you hate me, and you said that I'm your girlfriend I'm just confused!

-I kissed you cause you make me feel something and I called you my girlfriend cause my mom would freak out if I told her the truth!I wanna take care of you first of all,cause Jordan is still alive he did that wound on my stomach!-he pointed to his belly-So we have to be careful,now can we please sleep and can you not being this childish?-he looked into my eyes angrily.

I didn't say anything just turned to the other side of the bed, went as far as I can from Jack.It hurt what he said, so heartless and impatient, I just asked one simple question.

-Really?-he said with a sigh.

I didn't answer just closed my eyes and tried to sleep.

-Sorry!-he whispered.

I smiled to myself, he was so sweet.
I turned back and caressed his fluffy curly hair.

-Goodnight!-I smiled and grab a pillow to hug it while I did a comfortable position on the bed,and closed my eyes.

-Goodnight love!-he said and I didn't have to open my eyes to know he was smiling.

-2020.May.28

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