Dolan twins imagines

Anxiety- grayson

"gray... gray" you walked into your shared apartment
"grayson! i swear if your trying to scare me i'll be mad"
you walked closer to the bedroom
"grayson... babe where are you" as you walked closer to the bedroom you heard small cries, you pushed the door open revealing a fragile grayson sitting in a ball on the floor, crying.
"gray!" you ran to him hugging him tight.. "baby what's wrong" you rocked him back and forth

"i- i- i just feel so- a alone" he choked out
"grayson listen to me, i'm here okay i've got you, you will never ever be alone i promise you" you whispered, he was still crying and shaking
"listen to me baby, you are my everything, just keep breathing okay.. in and out" you helped him catch his breath,
"i love you so much, don't ever feel like you are alone you will always have me, shhh it's okay" you kept hugging him tight kissing his head every now and then, after a couple minutes he relaxed a little
"you okay?"
"thank you y/n thank you so much i love you" he said lifting his head up
"hey it's okay, i love you so much" you kissed him on the lips 

a bit later ethan walked in
"shit gray you alright bro" he said looking concerned
"yeah yeah i'm good, y/n really helped me"
"thanks y/n" ethan said smiling at me
"it's all good" you smiled back
"actually y/n can i talk to you" ethan asked gesturing me to go outside into the hall
"yeah" you hopped out of bed and went outside

"honestly, i don't know what gray would do without you, thank you so muck for helping him, no one has been able to before apart from me, not even our mom or dad so thank you" he said pulling you in for a hug
"aw i'm happy i can help, but what exactly happens?" you asked
"he gets these anxiety attacks, not a lot maybe 2-3 times a year, they can happen for no reason at all or if he's stressed out, he'll probably talk to you about it later, you done a good job helping him, i'm really glad your in his life, and mine" he smiled
"it's okay, i love your brother so much i would do anything for him, and i love you too" we laughed
"when he's vulnerable like that he just needs to know he's loved, and even i struggle to help him sometimes so i'm glad you are here, he loves you so much and you two have such a strong bond, it makes me happy knowing he's finally got someone to take care of him even though he says he doesn't need taken care of" ethan said laughing
"of course, i'll always look after him" you laughed and fist bumped ethan before walking back into the bedroom

"love you" you said snuggling up with gray and watching a film