Ch.6- Undeniable

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The next day I get my uniform and I put my things in my locker. After that, I go into the class. I sit down somewhere and I groan. Yesterday I got no sleep. I sit down and yawn. I try to go to sleep but I just can't. I groan and get out my notebook and a pencil. I then get out my phone and headphones. I put my headphones in a listen to music. I think about what to draw but my mind goes blank. "uuugh" I groan. Then I think about things that happened during my life. My mother, the wolves, leaving the wolves, joining a 'family', getting kicked out, living on the streets, being fired, find a school, getting "transferred", new school, living off of Kacchan and Midoryia's food, going to U.A., then having to cover up that I am not only an orphan but also that I live on the streets. Don't even talk about the main reason I go to U.A. is to see my real family again, my pack. I sigh and then an idea goes into my head. Why don't I sing about my feelings? I sigh and get up and I go to pick my backpack up when I realize that I left it in the locker. I groan and go into the workshop. I have about five hours left until school starts. I look up how to make a guitar and I ended up finding a bunch of cardboard boxes. Finally, I got what I was looking for and went to work.

three hours later.

I am finally done. I made my guitar. I even tuned it. I went back to the classroom. I looked up some chords and how to play beginners on the guitar.

 I looked up some chords and how to play beginners on the guitar

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an hour and a half later.

this is pretty easy I must say. At first, it was hard but now I know most of the chords. I play a few chords that come to my mind repeatedly and I start to make a tune. My mood goes in a downward spiral to the pits of sadness.

( if you want love by Nf but for the sake of the story Y/n made it up. Also when it says 'mother' the only real mother figure was Y/n's wolf mother or alpha female.)

I just need some time, I'm tryna think straight
I just need a moment in my own space
Ask me how I'm doin', I'll say "okay, " yeah
But ain't that what we all say?
Sometimes I think back to the old days
In the pointless conversations with the old me
Yeah, back when my momma used to hold me
I wish somebody woulda told meIf you want love, you gon' have to go through the pain
If you want love, you gon' have to learn how to change
If you want trust, you gon' have to give some away
If you want love, if you want loveYeah, as a kid I used to think life
Is moving so slow, I watch it go by
Look out the window on my bus ride
I thought the world was so small, through my closed eyes
I've always tried to control things
In the end that's what controls me
Maybe that's why I'm controllin'
I wish somebody woulda told meIf you want love, you gon' have to go through the pain
If you want love, you gon' have to learn how to change
If you want trust, you gon' have to give some away
If you want love, if you want loveThe older I get, I feel like I'm always tryna save time
Talkin' to the voices in my head, they make me think twice
Tellin' me it doesn't mean it's wrong because it feels right
I'm scared that one day I wake up and wonder where the time go
Talk about the past like it's the present while I rock slow
I'll sit in the living room and laugh with kids of my own
And tell 'emIf you want love, you gon' have to go through the pain
I wish you woulda told me
If you want love, you gon' have to learn how to change
I wish somebody woulda told me
If you want trust, you gon' have to give some away
You gon' have to give
If you want love, if you want love
If you want love, if you want love

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