"(Y/N)-chan do you think Kensei would like this. " You looked over at the pendant that Mashiro held. It was a black chain, with what looked like a small arrow design. You nodded. "He'll love it!!" you encouraged. Your eyes trailed to the ring on your finger and you smiled. Who knew such a small gift could mean so much. You hoped Kensei would have the same feeling when Mashiro gave him her gift. The both of you walked through the Rukongai with happy looks. You were assigned another patrol because of the frequency of hollows.
This time you were a lot more guarded. You didn't want Shinji always being worried every time you were given a mission. You head lifted when you heard an explosion nearby. Both you and Mashiro reached for your blades. You nodded at her, taking off in the direction of the sound. You jumped into the air, trying to get a view of what was taking place below. Mashiro was by your side. Your eyes caught smoke, you pushed forward to see the damage. When you landed you were surprised to see both Shinji and Kensei, battling a menos. You just stood there watching. Both men took a side, slashing the hollow from each direction. It didn't take long before it gave a cry, body falling to the ground. It crashed into the earth with a loud thud. You stared in awe as it slowly started to disappear.
Shinji and Kensei landed, sheathing their weapons. Your eyes were glued to the blond. What had shocked you was the mask. You heard about what happened to them, what Aizen did. But you had never really seen it. You saw Kensei's mask for the first time when he saved you from that hollow. Mashiro ran over, jumping into Kensei arms happily. Shinji's eyes turned in your direction, just noticing you were standing right there. "(Y/N)..." he knew this was your first time seeing him like this. He couldn't help but feel a bit weary. He wasn't sure what kind of reaction you would have to seeing him hollowfied. You just stood there staring at him with wide eyes. Shinji looked away, eyes focused on the ground.
~~Time Skip~~
It wasn't long before the four of you left the Rukon District. You were making your way back to your squad. Mashiro and Kensei had parted not too long. You gave her a thumbs up as she smiled holding the chain in her hand. The remainder of the walk between you and Shinji was quiet. His eyes never met your own and you were a bit puzzled. He was never this quiet. He seemed to be lost in thought. Your mind trailed back to his mask, those eyes. It was so different.
You raised your head when you finally got to his office. You stepped in right behind him, sliding the door close. Shinji still didn't look at you. "Taicho?" his shoulders tensed. He looked over scratching his head. "Y-Yeah, sorry I was a bit in a daze." he smiled, but it didn't look genuine.
"I got a few things to take care of so I'll get on that."He said, he didn't hold your gaze. When he moved to walk away you reached out, taking a hold of his sleeve. Shinji froze, glancing back at you.
"Why are you acting so weird, you won't even look me in the eye." His eyes shook for a moment before he released a heavy sigh. You loosened your hold, waiting for him to say something. Shinji moved over to the little table in his room, taking a seat on the floor. You followed, sitting next to him. He finally looked at you this time. You couldn't help but feel worried at the defeated look in his eyes. "Taich-"
"You were scared earlier." he spoke. You were confused. "Scared? Of what ?" you questioned. He seemed to be struggling to say anything. "My hollowfication." he added. You blinked.
"So that's it..." You felt bad, this whole time he thought you were scared. You gave him a comforting smile, reaching over to take his hand. "I'm not scared Shinji." you weren't, not even close. It was different, seeing him that way, but you didn't fear him because of that. If anything he was even cooler now in your eyes. "Show me." you asked. He looked stunned and you just smiled. "Show me please Shinji." you repeated. He didn't react at first. You knew he was probably conflicted. He obeyed though. His hand reached up a bit hesitant. You could see the pieces of reiatsu gathering at his fingers. He pulled his hand downwards and the mask appeared almost instantly. You gasped against your will.
Before you hadn't gotten such a good look at it from your distance, but now you could see every detail, every dip and curve of the white mask that covered his face. "Woah...it's even cooler up close.." you continued to stare with your mouth opened. When your eyes finally connected, you noticed his eyes changed to. There was blackness surrounding his now golden pupils. He moved the mask to the side, looking at you. His eyes looked so...sad. He placed down the mask with a sigh. "Sorry if it's unsettling." your eyes widened at the treble in his voice. You swallowed, mouth suddenly going dry. The distortion that was now present in his voice made your heart beat increase. How had he managed to sound sexier than before. "I-It's not." you stammered out. Shinji looked up, he was shocked to see your flushed expression. You weren't sure when but apparently you had leaned forward. You pressed your lips to his in a desperate kiss.
Shinji released a grunt, falling unto his back at the sudden added weight. Your hands grabbed fistfulls of his cloak, as you continued to attack him with kisses. If he were expecting something, this was far from it. He thought you would be scared, terrified even. Yet here you were, pressing into him so firmly as you pulled at his clothes, showering him with kisses. After a few moments of liplocking, you pulled back slowly, breaths coming out in shaky pants. When your eyes connected he could see the longing behind them.
"I love you Shinji..no matter what." you whispered inches away from his lips. His eyes trembled, hand hooking in your hair as he pulled you in for another kiss. "I love you too." he thought with a smile. Shinji shifted when he felt your hands moving under his robes. He groaned deep in his throat. He finally came to the realization that he had it all wrong. You didn't freeze because you were scared. It would seem you were secretly turned on by his hollowfication.
"(Y/N).." he muttered when the both of you parted. You moaned at the sound of his voice. "Stop talking." you ordered. Shinji could see your lustful eyes. Your pupils were full blown. You bit down on your bottom lip, watching Shinji sprawled out on the floor. "How long can you keep the hollowfication on?" you asked. He looked a bit confused, then his eyes widened when he realized what you were implicating. A grin spread on his lips. "Long enough." he answered. You smirked, body glowing to match his raised reiatsu. "That's good." you replied pulling open his robes.
The both of you were in for an interesting night.

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