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❛ Does unrequited love still exists, 𝘏𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘳𝘰𝘴?❜
❛ Yes, of course. Mother have been grieving too.❜
❛ Have you? ❜
❛ Shouldn't I be the one asking you that, 𝘈𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘰𝘴? ❜
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crippled adj. - unable to walk or move properly; disabled. Anteros n. - was the god of requited love, literally "love returned" or "counter-love".
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"Why do I always love a person that will never love me back?"I typed on my notes as I touched the piano keys in front of me.
"Asan na si Kuya Aqi? Bigla na namang nawala."
It's him. The man whom I loved for the past three years. The man that will never love me back. And because of that, I chose not to believe on reciprocated feelings.
"Why am I always the one to stop these feelings?"
I filled up my emotions as I flow my hands unto the piano in front of me. To the chords of F through the broken chords. Here I am again, trying to build within the spacious compartments inside my head and my hopeless heart.
Distracting myself again from excessive thoughts.
Three years of unreciprocated feeling. Tatlong taon na pagsasangayon sa tadhana-na hindi kami pupwede. And those years weren't just years. For me, they were an eternity.
And every single time I try to give it up-he isn't the one who's hurt; it's me, of course. I will always be the one to give chances. Because apparently he deserves it more than anyone else.
Maybe, letting go was really that difficult.
I'm confused. So confused that my mind is starting to alter in such different things. Should I just loosen the grip slowly or just leave?
"How can I explain this unpredictable feelings?"
I held back my tears as I look through the given chords. Bakit ba ako umiiyak sa kantang ito? This is so foolish. Parang kanta lang naman. Oo nga, parang kanta lang naman. I laughed bitterly as I stare to the new arrival. There is the human. There he is.
Hi, love.
Parang kanina lang na tawa ako ng tawa sa mga birong tinatapon mo sa akin. Para kanina lang na tinutulungan mo ako sumandok ng kanin. Parang kanina lang na tinutulak kita habang tawa tayo ng tawa.
Parang kanina lang na I've felt tayo lang dalawa ang nagsasaya. Na we're carefree.
Naalala ko noon, sinubukan kong matulog sa mga balikat niya. I pretended to be asleep kahit mga ilang minuto lang para maramdaman ko ang pakiramdam na nasa tabi ko siya.
