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"You apologized to her huh?" she repeated herself
I stood silent
"San what the fuck are you trying to do?Break her more?WHATS YOUR PURPOSE HUH?" she said as she started hitting my chest.
I looked down and said nothing. I knew she was right.
"I'm sorry." with that I left
I got out of the class and started searching for Y/N.

Where could she possibly be?

After some minutes looking for her I heard someone crying. It was coming from the girls restroom. I was eager to know who's been crying although I knew damn well who it was. I sighed.

Should I really go inside?

It's the girls restroom what if someone sees me?Then I'll be in trouble. I thought about it for a moment. Fuck it I'm going inside. I slammed the door open to find Y/N crying in the corner. My eyes softened at the sight of her. Why am I so dumb? Why am I even teasing her? She hasn't done anything to me. I took a deep breath and crunched infront of her.
I tapped her shoulder and she immediately stopped crying. She looked up to me and widened her eyes.

"W-what are you doing here?Get out of here!" she stuttered
"Please dont push me away..I came to apologize."
"San please go away.."she hid herself
I sighed
"Please look at me. I mean it. I really want to apologize."
"N-no you only came here to make more fun of me right?Go ahead."
I lifted her head up and looked at her eyes.
Wow..I never knew she had beautiful eyes. What the hell am I even saying?
"No Y/N. I'm fully aware of what I've done and I really want to apologize. I know a single sorry won't fix anything but please."I pleaded
"No San!You've hurt me. BROKE me. I won't forgive you that easily. And I dont need your pity so please leave." I scoffed at her words.
After all these attempts she won't forgive me? Tsk.
"I tried apologising and maybe gain your trust but you just take it for granted. Why am I even trying?Heh..Maybe some of them were right. You deserve it after all!"I spat and left the restroom.

I'm an idiot.I'm an idiot.I'm an idiot. Why am I like this?I messed up everything.Now she hates me even more. GOOD JOB SAN! Ugh..I need to tell Wooyoung about this.

I sighed and left searching for Wooyoung.

Y/N POV

"Maybe some of them were right. You deserve it after all!"
These words kept replaying in my head. What have I done wrong? Why does everybody hate me? Maybe I dont deserve to live after all.. I hugged my knees and stared into nothing.
Some minutes later someone came in. I didn't pay attention to the person until they crouched infront of me.
They gasped at the sight infront of them.
"Y/N.." This voice.. Yibo
I hid myself even more.
"Y/N..Look at me."he demanded
I looked at him.
He grabbed my face and planted a kiss on my forehead.
"I'm sorry..."he whispered
"It's fine."
"No it's not fine Y/N.He broke you. He fucking broke you."Tears were welling up his eyes.
"Yibo don't cry please."
"I can't help it." he broke down
My eyes softened and hugged him. He hugged me back and cried on my shoulder.
"I'm sorry I didn't do anything at that moment..I-I punched him after you left i-"
"Shhh...Yibo it's fine..I'm fine."
"Are you really?"he looked at me
I nodded and sadly smiled.
"With you and Choo by my side I'm fine."I kissed his forehead.
"I-I will do anything to protect you."he stuttered.
"No need to, crybaby."I giggled
he smiled too.
"Come on let's wash your face and go back, hm?"
he nodded

At dance class

We headed back inside and everyone was starring at us. I felt anxious and looked down. Yibo held my hand in order to calm me down.It helped somehow.
We sat down and Mr.Jung came towards us. He crouched down to us with worried eyes.

"Y/N..Are you okay?"
"Yes I'm fine..thank you for asking."
"I heard everything that happened and it wasn't cool of him to tease tou. I hope you dont take anything by heart."
"I'm..used to it. It's fine."
he gave us a small smile
"You can actually go and take a break."
"No need t-"
"Please you need fresh air. Take Yibo with you." he smiled and stood up
"Let's go then." Yibo said
I nodded and stood up.

SAN POV

"YOU IDIOT I TOLD YOU NOT TO HURT HER WHY DID YOU DO THAT?" My bestfriend Wooyoung smacked my head
"I wasn't thinking that moment.." I pouted
"BUT STILL! YOU HURT HER FEELINGS,IDIOT!"
"But I apologized.."
"THATS DOESNT MEAN YOU CAN BREAK HER!YOU SHOULD HAVE LEFT HER SOME TIME UNTIL SHE RECOVERS BUT NOOOOOO YOU DECIDED TO BREAK HER NOW THAT YIBO GUY WILL STEAL HER FROM YOU AN-"
I placed my hand on his mouth to shut him up because he was being too loud.
"You're too noisy.Quiet down."
he smacked my arm
"Hey!" I cutely furrowed my eyebrows
"What?" he sounded annoyed
"Let's go outside."I smiled
"Why?"
"To get fresh air duh"i rolled my eyes
he groaned and stood up
"Okay let's go."
I jumped and we headed outside.

Outside

"Yo bro do you want to come over later?"I asked
"Videogames?"he smirked
"Hell yes buddy." I laughed
As we were walking to get some food,Wooyoung stopped suddenly.
"Oh god San don't look over there."
"Huh? Wher-"
I looked at the direction Wooyoung was looking and widened my eyes.

No it can't be...

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