Identity V [ONESHOTS] - CharactersXReader

➷Xie Bi'an x Reader

𝙷𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚘! 𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚘𝚗𝚎-𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚛𝚎𝚚𝚞𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚋𝚢 @MintySourLin
𝙸 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚊𝚕𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚢 𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚗𝚎𝚍 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚝𝚘 𝚍𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚘𝚗𝚎-𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚝 𝚜𝚘 𝚒𝚝 𝚖𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚘𝚘 𝚖𝚞𝚌𝚑 𝚋𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚍... 𝙾𝚘𝚙𝚜𝚒𝚎-
(I also apologise for my disappearance!)

It's cold.

Why is it so cold?

I can't see anything..

Emily where are you?

You were here with me..

You promised you won't leave me here.

You woke up, covered in cold sweat. Your head started strobing from pain. Your stomach made flips from the pain in your head.

I wanna throw up.

You've never felt so sick before. You took a glace around the room, you were in the living room. What were you doing here? Even though you felt dizzy and were about to throw up you got off the sofa. Your legs trembled as your feet came in contact with the cold floor.

Where are my shoes?

You wobbled your way to the nurses room. Leaning on the walls for support, even if your arms were numb.
You couldn't put your body together. You felt as every movement you maid your limbs were giving up further. Your vision was messed up. Your ears were deaf and couldn't make out any noise, only a painfully loud static.

Emily... Please, I need you.

As you pushed the doors of the nursery open, your body gave up on you.

THUD

Your groans got stuck in your throat as your limp body layed there. Small drips of water formed in your eyes, as the static got louder.

Please... Make this pain end.

You felt the ground under you shift as your vision got blurrier with every minute. The pain that found comfort in your body grew stronger.

What's happening?... Emily, where are you.

The tears that had formed, slowly fell down your cheek as they started forming a puddle under your face. Your lip tremebled but didn't allow any sound to go through.
Until a sharp went through your body. Through your stomach. A sharp, painful cry flew into the sky as it escaped the grip of your throat. Your hands automatically moved to grab the object, only to come in contact with a soft cloth.

"PLEASE! IT HURTS! THE PAIN IS TOO MUCH!"

Your shout was deaf and meaningless as you felt the weapon twist onto the side, making another scream leave you. Lord was the pain too much.. You felt as if you're gonna faint.
Suddenly your eyes shot open as you witnessed yourself on the ground, an umbrella shoved through your stomach. You looked painfully around only to see your teammates brutally murdered. Killed.
And there was he...Xia Bi'an standing above you. A crazy, yet sad smile placed a crossed his face as his eye glowed bright red.

Ah, that's right. This was the last match.

It didn't go as planned, you didn't expect your beloved to kill all of you this brutally.
Especially you.

"I guess this is our final goodbye.."

Your voice cracked as a cry escaped in between your sentence. It was quite and gente, but you made sure it was loud enough for him to hear it.
After all.. You did love him and he said he did too, but guess this was all a lie to lure you into his evil trap. Ah, did your heart ache painfully now... You really believed he loved you. He even would give you a small peck before sending you off to the manor.

"I was such a fool.. Wasn't I dear?"

You're words were weak, but genuine. You knew you made him feel some sort of way as his expression changed onto a sorrowful one. Xia didn't dare pull out his umbrella because he knew you would die instantly. He kneeled down and gently took your head to place it on his lap. Carefully playing with the locks of your hair.

"I really thought you l-loved me..but I was so blinded that I didn't n-notice your hurtful lies..."

Your voice weakened as you slowly started breathing heavily. Taking your last breaths by spilling sorrowful words towards your "lover". Tears flooded your eyes as they spilled like lost children on your face, mixed with a smile that came from the bottom of your heart. It laid heavy on your heart. The words you wanted to tell Xia Bi'an so badly. Although you knew that they would hurt him deeply and knew he deserved them. But he only continued staying there, playing with the locks of your hair as he silently took in all the hateful words your threw at him. He knew he deserved them, and it only made him smile as he could see your painful smile placed on your face. Even though his heart ached in pain, he took it in.

"You're such a d-disgusting creature Xia Bi'an."

Those words, those sorrowful words hit like daggers. His heart couldn't hurt more but hearing you say that. He thought you would be a little gentler with the choice of last words you had, but damn was he wrong. Tears slowly started forming in his eyes as they lightly went down his cheek, down to his jaw. Dripping onto your face and mixing with the painful tears your eyes were spilling.

"I truly hate you Xia Bi'an."

And with these words, with these words only made him take his umbrella from you. Immediately putting you into a deep long slumber, as the shine in your eyes slowly drained from your eyes. The hurtful tears that poured out of your eyes slowly stopping, and only a few fingers twitching before your body fully became stiff. Oh was it painfully amusing to the tall, pale man. He did truly love you, oh lord he loved you with his whole body and heart but he couldn't risk losing his opportunity of leaving the manor. The prison everyone was forced to play along with.

"Forgive me (Y/N)..."

And like that, triplets of water started falling soon forming into a heavy rain that fell upon the cold bodies of the humans. Forming bloody puddles from them as Xia Bi'an stood there, watching your limb body as he covered it with his umbrella making sure your body doesn't get wet.
Tears still falling down his face, a sorrowful expression painted on his face, he looked at you with love and care.

"I love you...(Y/N)."