Don't quite understand this phenomenon
Everything is wrong with everyone and everything
Wrong stalks me now everywhere
But what is it that's actually wrong?
Who is it that's actually wrong?
Things are not fitting into places lately
Blank spaces have now started to become voids
Dark corridors that everyone tend to avoid
But most of my being wanders in those corridors
Trying to get hold of everything that seems like nothing
I realise now that I have things in my life
Things that are quite disturbing
And irritate me,so much , that sometimes
I want to scream, throw my lungs outside
I talk to people about these "things" that now surround my life
They say, it's not just me who have this souvenir
It's given to all, it's called "problems"
No don't call them "problems"
That sounds so overrated
Makes them sound so serious
Let's call them "issues" now, shall we?
Makes them sound so peaceful
But are they, really?
Maybe to you, but not to me
Because they are my problems not yours
What you see is crazy mood swings, cursing and keeping quiet
What you think is these are bad times, bad luck I'm having
You think they will go away, just the way you do
After getting tired of convincing me, that everything will be sorted
Even if I do nothing about it, just close my eyes and sit
But all this is bull shit!
I know what goes on behind the scenes
The cuts, the scratches, blood on my scalpel
Drugs, pills and Marlboro
The crying, the tears and the endless screaming from within
That's what I see
That's what I know
But why I hide it? That I don't know
Why can't I say that I need someone, anyone right here, right now
To cry,to relly, somebody to call my ally
Why is it always that after you leave, I scream from within begging you to look back,
to stay with me, spare one more second.
But this shit stays within that void
There is nothing to be done to it. So yes, like all else I have issues
Or rather just call them problems
Shall we ?
ŞİMDİ OKUDUĞUN
Issues
Şiirwe all have problems in our lives. but the only problem is that our problems seems like problems to us, while to others - we are just having issues, that will go away. but do they go away? how do we feel? only we feel, the issues, that's another pro...