1. Issues

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Don't quite understand this phenomenon

Everything is wrong with everyone and everything

Wrong stalks me now everywhere

But what is it that's actually wrong?

Who is it that's actually wrong?

Things are not fitting into places lately

Blank spaces have now started to become voids

Dark corridors that everyone tend to avoid

But most of my being wanders in those corridors

Trying to get hold of everything that seems like nothing

I realise now that I have things in my life

Things that are quite disturbing

And irritate me,so much , that sometimes

I want to scream, throw my lungs outside

I talk to people about these "things" that now surround my life

They say, it's not just me who have this souvenir

It's given to all, it's called "problems"

No don't call them "problems"

That sounds so overrated 

Makes them sound so serious

Let's call them "issues" now, shall we?

Makes them sound so peaceful

But are they, really?

Maybe to you, but not to me

Because they are my problems not yours

What you see is crazy mood swings, cursing and keeping quiet

What you think is these are bad times, bad luck I'm having

You think they will go away, just the way you do

After getting tired of convincing me, that everything will be sorted

Even if I do nothing about it, just close my eyes and sit

But all this is bull shit!

I know what goes on behind the scenes

The cuts, the scratches, blood on my scalpel

Drugs, pills and Marlboro

The crying, the tears and the endless screaming from within

That's what I see

That's what I know

But why I hide it? That I don't know

Why can't I say that I need someone, anyone right here, right now

To cry,to relly, somebody to call my ally

Why is it always that after you leave, I scream from within begging you to look back,

to stay with me, spare one more second.

But this shit stays within that void

There is nothing to be done to it. So yes, like all else I have issues

Or rather just call them problems

Shall we ?



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