The air seems to suffocate me now
It snatches all the words from within
Chokes me all the time
My body shivers, my hands tremble
The thoughts in my mind shiver thinking their existence isn't worth it
The only music that echoes in the neighbourhood
Is my own heart, beating
Never so fragile was I , never so brittle
All my thoughts and dreams seem now fickle
There's no guidance in them anymore
It's just like the woods, trembling in the twilight
Looks so sinister now, the world that I once called mine
Seems more like the underworld, but I'm not the ruler
That's someone else I guess, someone abstract
Sitting in a corner
I don't know what happens sometimes , when everything is just fine
I often burst into tears, throw things away
The blood flowing within becomes a tempest
My soul a sinking ship, not destined to be saved
My body watches my every move, as if doubting itself
As if scared of something
Of whom I wonder? me or .....
My body is paranoid of some apparent danger, it tells me
But there's no such bad luck around me
But there's nothing to be done by me
Rather than keep quiet and sit still
And watch my brain kill me
I feel so scared , I don't know why?
Scared of my friends, my family
Of those, who I love the most
This fact I can't deny
This unknown fear, engulfs me everyday
Slowly, everything it takes away from me
Everything I was proud of
Everything that kept me alive
This fear consumes me, faster than I once used to finish up my favourite ice-cream
Now everything is so tasteless, my appetite died
Bored of this cuisine of grief and sadness
My me and I now sleep in the dark
VOCÊ ESTÁ LENDO
Issues
Poesiawe all have problems in our lives. but the only problem is that our problems seems like problems to us, while to others - we are just having issues, that will go away. but do they go away? how do we feel? only we feel, the issues, that's another pro...
