Getting Into High

Seis

"You're late, actually I like you now."

I still manage to smile at him but I don't care if I gave him my bitter smile.

Sino bang hindi masasaktan sa sinabi niya? Why he want me to stop from liking him? Why he want me to stop my feelings?

Nothing can stop me from liking him nu! Bahala siya dyan!

I stood up and he just look at me seriously, parang tinignan niya kung ano talaga ang nararamdaman ko ngayon. I smiled, giving me my finality of what I had said.

Once I say it and then I will do it.

"I'm going. See you when I see you," I smiled and turn my back against him.

Hindi na ako lumingon. My smile turned upside down. Slow, dragging my feet.

Na apektuhan ako don ha! Pero hindi ibig sabihin non ay pipigilan ko na ang nararamdaman ko. Why I stop if I started it ha?

"Okay ka lang?" Xynea askedbwhen we're infront of my house now.

"Uhm." I just nodded, she just raise her brows while looking at me intently. Parang hindi naniniwala sa sinabi ko.

"Okay lang nga ako! Sige na papasok na ako," I said while giving my finality voice, she just nodded.

Nandito na ako sa kwarto at hindi ko parin makalimutan yung kanina but the heck! Bakit niya naman nasabi 'yon? Halata na bang gusto ko siya? Masyado ba akong halata?!

Sinabunutan ko ang sarili ko at napatingin sa salamin.

My hair is long and straight. I have a thick eyebrows, I have a long eyelashes too. I have a pointed nose and my gorgeous voluptuous pout and a beautifully-shaped cupid's bow lips. I have a porcelain skin. My body is not yet so matured because I'm just 17. But I can make it more sexier!

"Insecurities," sabi ko sa aking sarili at umupo nalang sa kama.

He make my insecurities go alive. Bakit ba ayaw niyang magustuhan ko siya? Am I look a Aswang? Multo? White lady? Argh!

Mas maganda ba talaga si Funa? Pero mas maganda naman ako ah!

Tinigil ko na ang pag o-overthinking ko at naligo nalang at nagbihis. I did my skin care routine and sleep.

"Good morning madame!"

"Beaumont!" I shouted because of shock. Napaupo ako galing sa pagkahiga dahil sa gulat.

I saw Xynea, who's laughing infront of me while her hands is on her stomach. Tawang-tawa!

"Pati ba naman si Beaumont nasa panaginip mo," she chuckled. I just rolled my eyes on her and stood up, didn't mind her over reacting laugh.

Pumasok na muna ako sa cr at nagsepilyo, naiirita na ako sa tawa ni Xynea, parang nanalo ng loto! Lumabas na ako galing sa cr at binigyan siya ng nagbabantang tingin.

Nakakabad mood e. Bagong gising ko palang. Alas singko na ako nakatulog tapos ginising niya ako ngayon ng alas diyes?!

"Joke lang." she controlled her laugh kahit may lumalabas pa na ngiti sa kanyang mga labi.

"Bagong gising pa 'ko bakit nandito ka na naman ha!" singhal ko sa kanya. I'm not in a good mood today.

She hold her chest, acting that she's hurt. "Grabe ka naman! Sorry na nga."