Kinda got feelings, kinda heartless. i'm tired of crying.. I have million of tears to cry, but then I choose to smile. I always say that I'm okay eventhough I'm not. i'm having a really hard time but in time i will be fine. sadly you were never who i thought you were. at one point, losing you was my greatest fear. but i lost you and i'm doing better.
ʷʰʸ ʷʰʸ ʷʰʸ
ʷʰʸ ʷʰʸ ʷʰʸ ʷʰʸ
ʷʰʸ why do you play with my feelings ʷʰʸ
ʷʰʸ ʷʰʸ.
Someday, I'll be happy again.I want to be fine again.I stopped hoping long ago. It'll get better. Soon. when i'm hurt, i shut down, i turn into a total bitch i shut off my emotions i act differently towards everything and everyone and i hate it. I am in love with the pain. You'll never ever understand my pain. nobody asked me if I was okay. He's hurts, mentally and emotionally. but everyday, He walks with a smile, because that's who he is, the man who never stopped smiling..
Dear tears, please don't fall. how am i supposed to be happy when things aren't getting better? I just wanna feel okay again. The amount of times I cried over you is insane. I hate that I'm still hoping. Lord, thank you for this day. Amen. Sometimes someone has to hurt you deep enough just to make you realize how better your life is without them in it. One day, I will completely forget you. im starting to lose interest towards everyone. Mentally gone but I'll be fine. once i stop caring you're not getting it back, i'll be cold as ice, i promise. I acted like it didn't bother me, but inside it's killing me. Thank you for breaking my heart. I am tired of trying, I am tired over crying, I know I am smiling but inside I am dying. i've had a good heart for all the wrong people. Sometimes I don't feel anything at all. Thanks, it hurts. one day, it won't hurt anymore. I'm going to smile like nothing's wrong, talk like everything's perfect, act like it's all a dream, and pretend it's not hurting me. I need to be strong 💪🏻.. I'm more broken than you think.
