what is this feeling?(chapter 1)

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Just had to change every time i said sou cuz my dumbass said shin smh

"Dont worry, everythings gonna be okay"

I could feel my heart racing.
"I- i- i-"
i found myself stuttering on my words. Whats wrong with me?
"T-thank you"
"It's fine" keiji took his hand of my cheek and got up.
"Are you ready to come out now?"
"N-no not yet"
"Why are you stuttering so much? Anyway,ill meet you out there"

"Wait!"
Keiji closed the door and i was alone again.
What happened just now? Its kind of weird that he randomly did that. Since when did he care? And why was i stuttering so much! Ugh, i hate this.

Strangely he kinda helped me, it was something about his soothing voice that was so..... calming. But not in that way! There's no way id like keiji, im not even into guys.
Or... am i?

Keiji pov:

I left shin in the pink room. I felt like he needed some alone time, i dont even know why i voted for kanna. Maybe the fear of me dying got to me. I think it was the worst mistake ive ever made though, I thought id be happy to see him guilty and upset after all hes done, but for some reason i hated it.

I wonder why im feeling like this?

"Hey keiji!"
It was sara.
"Oh hey sara"
"Is sou okay? He seemed pretty sad after... y'know"
"Yeah, i dont think ive ever seen him like this"
"Should we leave him alone?"
"I think it would be best if we do"
Sara started walking away from the door. "Are you coming?"
"Oh!yeah sorry"

{Few days later}

Its been a few days since ive seen sou, im starting to get worried about him. I should go find him.

"Hey! Sara have you seen sou?"
"No, i havent. Why?"
"Just.. curious"
"Hes probably  in his room again, id check there if you need him"
"Thanks"

I doubt hed be in there, but its worth a try.

I walk over to the room and open the door,as soon as i do i see him on the floor looking blankly at the wall.

"You're still here?"
"OH! God,you scared me"
"Come on,i know you're down but you cant stay here forever. Have you even ate anything?"
"N-no..."
"*sigh* lets go and get you some food" i reach a hand out to help him up which made his face turn red. Sou grabbed my hand and i helped him up.

"Hey Keiji woof!"
Me and sou turned aroud;it was gin.
"What are you doing, moew?"
"Im just helping sou"
"Where's big sis sara?"
"Shes with nao i think"
"Okay! Thanks mr policeman woof!"
Gin skipped out of  the room
"Did you lie?"
"*sigh* yes. I may or may of not forgot where she was"
Sou giggled
"Classic keiji"
"Hey whats that suppose to mean?!"
Sou started laughing at me.
"Weird,you're usually the person to say that to me"
"Yeah..."
I looked back at him, seeing that his face was red.
"You alright?"
"U-um you're still... holding my hand"
"A-ah sorry about that!"
"Dont worry about it!"

I let go of his hand, im probably blushing like crazy right now. But why? Why ever since kanna died ive been feeling like this?its like knot in my stomach, a warm feeling when hes present. Should i talk to sara about this? Its kind of weird to talk about it to her though, i dont think she'd understand. Ive never felt like this before, but i think what im feeling right now.... is....

Love?

THIS CHAPTER IS SO CRINGEY IM SORRY BUT UH YE IM ONLY WRITING THIS FOR A FRIEND AND KEISOU IS MY OTP SO XD anyway why not leave this chapter on a sort of cliff hanger? Not really but you get the point OKAY BYE SKKSKSKS
-kiwi

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⏰ Last updated: May 12, 2020 ⏰

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